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Section 5 - Physical conditions and spiritual components
| Since we are spiritual as well as physical beings, our thoughts, attitudes and emotions affect our health at least as much as the physical world. Profound healing becomes possible when we address both the spiritual and the physical aspects of a condition. Use the descriptions below to address the spiritual component, and seek medical attention from your professional healthcare provider to address the physical. |
| New | Headaches Ectoparasites Gitelman syndrome Psychogenic non-epileptic seizure | |
| Updated | ADD / ADHD Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) Traumatic brain injury |
| Condition | Spiritual component | Ability to learn | Results from our feelings of worthiness to be alive, to receive nourishment, to receive focused, loving attention, and to participate meaningfully in the family Issues that can arise ADD / ADHD Means literally being unable to hold our focus for any longer than a few seconds, and it means literally that we received too little or too much attention as a child. Hyperactivity is a physical response to a desperate need to get - or avoid - focused attention NEW: Looks like Habitually over-reacting to life experiences as an excuse to ensure that we receive lots of attention. Attempts by others to soothe us are like an addictive balm, but the risk is that they will eventually tire of soothing us. If we do not get the desired response (favourable attention), our agitation can increase to the point of tears or even temper tantrums disguised as a fear response, in the hopes that they will give up and comfort us. Even if that 'comfort' comes in a negative form like yelling or shaming, it is preferable to going without attention Spiritual effects Can manifest as a chronic need for validation from others. See co-dependent relationships, self-esteem Physical effects Ear and hearing issues, eye and vision issues, comprehension and memory problems Change the pattern Work on building a relationship with your inner child. By paying better attention to our needs, we find it easier to pay better attention in daily life. Doing these things gives us something meaningful on which to focus... our happiness. The more we meet our needs, the easier it becomes to maintain focus - an extra benefit! Learning disorders Can result from any or all of the following:
Change the pattern It may be possible to repair the learning disorder itself in some cases. Meditate to learn the incorrect beliefs about self that produced it and / or arose from it, and replace them with truth and understanding |
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| Absenteeism / Tardiness | Absenteeism and chronic lateness are passive/aggressive forms of abandonment in which we are unable or unwilling to meet responsibilities. It is the source of many of life’s difficulties and can infuriate those who are waiting for us, and sometimes that is the whole point. See avoidance, dawdling, defiance, silent rebellion Spiritual effects Unable or unwilling to follow through on commitments, depression Physical effects Arrhythmia, hypothyroidism Change the pattern Meditate to find and resolve the reason for the pattern. Visit WikiHow to Learn how to prioritize Note: Do you know someone who is always late to meet you? Try setting a limit for how long you will wait for them (your choice whether to let them know). Maybe it will be 15 minutes, maybe 30, but stick to whatever you decide and leave after your time limit | ||||||||||||||
| Accident proneness | Guilt or shame can make us unconsciously seek punishment, or wish to prove that we are not as good as everyone thinks, or that we ought to be punished for doing well if a loved one is a failure. This can manifest in physical as injury-causing accidents that often occur just before our performance is to be judged or tested (fear of failure/success). Injuries are a way to show that we are in pain and distress and in need of nurturing or sympathetic attention. See bruises Change the pattern Build stable self-esteem to enable expression of our emotional needs in a mature way | ||||||||||||||
| Addictions | Physical result of the spiritual desire to avoid pain or run away from truth, from life, from responsibilities. Can be to a chemical substance like food, tobacco, drugs or alcohol, or to a behaviour. See abandonment, obsessive/compulsive behaviours. Spiritual symptoms of advanced addictions vary from telling constant stories about how everybody has 'done me wrong' (victim pattern) to pathological lying, to using guilt trips to manipulate others, to avoiding making decisions Change the pattern Addictions begin as thoughts which in turn create behaviours. Behaviours can be modified, and even, in certain cases, released completely. To bring about such dramatic change requires great strength, determination and commitment, but change is possible. Until the root cause of the need for the addiction has been recognized, resolved and released, the likelihood of recurrence exists. Very often, the root cause is the belief that "God must hate me" (see unconditional love). Excessive gambling can be caused by a chronic need to win (to prove that "God loves me") | ||||||||||||||
| Adenovirus infections | Represent our ability to tolerate with patience the many irritations of life in physical. Flare-ups can indicate that a recent experience made us feel unknowingly angry or resentful - again | ||||||||||||||
| Adrenal glands | Represent our ability to regulate our reaction to emotional stress Issues that can arise Acute adrenal failure(Addisonian crisis) Can occur upon learning that a cherished belief system is false Addison's disease Can occur if we habitually play victim whenever someone tries to hold us accountable for our words or actions. The alternative, accepting responsibility, is out of the question since we believe that doing so would be devastating Primary adrenal insufficiency when due to:
Secondary adrenal insufficiency If due to
Congenital adrenal hyperplasia
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| Alexithymia | Can manifest as a personality trait if one left a prior incarnation while suffering severe emotional trauma, or can manifest in the current lifetime due to psychological distress See associated conditions Autism spectrum disorder, addiction, ADHD, allergens and allergic reactions, anorexia, anxiety, asthma, bulimia, depression, dyspepsia, fibromyalgia, high blood pressure, Crohn's disease), inflammatory bowel disease, irritable bowel syndrome, migraine headaches, nausea, PTSD, stroke, traumatic brain injury | ||||||||||||||
| Allergens | Represent fear of things over which we have no control Animals Angry that everyone else gets to do whatever they want (see pity parties) Dust Which person, behaviour or situation is a never-ending irritation in the family? Environment Physical manifestation of chronic fear of the unknown Food Deep need to receive loving attention from a specific authority figure. Chronic fear that we are in imminent danger but not knowing what to do about it and believing that no one will help. Physical result of an unresolved traumatic situation that we fear is bound to happen again. Check out What Is the Difference Between a Food Allergy and a Food Intolerance? Insect stings or bites Chronic fear of being an unsuspecting dupe, or fear of things that we cannot control. See anaphylaxis, Lyme disease Mold Feeling as if there is no escape from our current situation. Since we cannot change others, we must change ourselves by changing our reactions to our life experiences. See required life experiences, plus anger, blame, self-esteem, self-condemnation, shame, toxic relationship, feeling like a victim Semen Unrecognized or unresolved issue with our mate. See infertility Specific individual Extreme emotional discomfort when a certain individual is near and believing that we absolutely must not, CANNOT EVER, reveal our true feelings about them. Our feelings may be positive or negative | ||||||||||||||
| Allergic reactions | Represent an unspoken plea for help in dealing with an on-going traumatic situation Allergic fungal sinusitis Unable or unwilling to acknowledge to others that we have suffered an incredibly painful experience, and there are reminders of it everywhere, making us feel it will be impossible to forget. We have built a spiritual dam to prevent our tears from flowing Anaphylaxis Frustration with feeling that it is unsafe to share our true thoughts about the current troubling situation. See allergens, angioedema Histamine intolerance Unable or unwilling to confront an aggressor. See fear of retribution Seasonal hay fever Who or what around us is so irritating that we are frustrated and/or furious and just want to cry? See anniversary illnesses | ||||||||||||||
| Ambiguous genitalia | Can occur as a life lesson for those who may have - in a previous existence - made less-than-considerate choices for someone in their care who was fully dependent. See birth abnormalities, required life experiences, What is karma? | ||||||||||||||
| Amputation | Whether accidental or surgical, amputation is a physical manifestation of our failure to acknowledge the part we played in a traumatic or tragic life experience. See blame, denial, martyrdom, self-righteousness, victim. If amputation was accidental, see accident proneness. If amputation was surgical, see contributing physical condition(s) | ||||||||||||||
| Amyloidosis | Feeling like a prisoner in our life situation. See enlarged tongue, rheumatoid arthritis, tuberculosis, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Aneurysm | Chronic refusal to accept that our negative beliefs are based in fantasy rather than universal truth Abdominal aortic Inability to get past a shameful incident that shattered our belief of who we are and what we stand for Brain Obsessively repeating a lie to self, hoping that if we say it often enough, we will become able to accept it as truth Thoracic aortic Unable to admit to self that we made mistakes that harmed our loved ones | ||||||||||||||
| Ankles | Represent self-assurance or lack thereof Issues that can arise Arthritis Chronic self-doubt Breaks Regretting a recent life choice and wanting - yet not wanting - to change it back (indecision) Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us Fat or swollen Overcompensating for a perceived weakness Ganglion cyst Pattern of denying our true calling, both to self and to anyone who will listen Sprains Trying to force self into making an important decision or taking an important step, but resisting Strains Unable to choose the best course of action Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance Weak Fear of having to be independent; lack of trust in self | ||||||||||||||
| Anniversary illnesses | Physical symptoms and/or new traumatic experiences that arise as the anniversary date approaches of past traumatic events that have not yet been resolved and released. See seasonal affective disorder, seasonal hay fever, Why do we get sick ...? Change the pattern Meditate to find the original traumatic event. Then do the spiritual exercises in Section 9 to gain resolution and release | ||||||||||||||
| Armpits | Represent our comfort or lack thereof with open, honest communication with self and/or others See arms, shoulders Issues that can arise See cancer, heart, infection, intertrigo, infection | ||||||||||||||
| Arms | Represent our willingness to work and/or to meet commitments Broken Wanting a solid, visible reason to be excused from commitments we wish we had not made. See elbow, humerus, radius, shoulder, ulna, wrist | ||||||||||||||
| Arthritis | Over-compensating for a perceived weakness in a particular area. Can develop after a joint has been injured, but releasing anger and blame over the injury can help to prevent it from forming Acromioclavicular or AC joint Carrying negative thoughts, attitudes and emotions about the burdens we bear. See cartilage Ankles Chronic self-doubt Bone spurs Physical outcome of chronic lack of forgiveness, whether of self or others Feet Emotional pain from past experiences that has not yet been released (habitual lack of forgiveness for self and others). Every new emotional injury adds to the buildup Fingers Placing excessive importance on what others are doing wrong (judgment, criticism, condemnation). Lots of finger-pointing. Fear that all that needs to be done will not get done in time. See affected finger Gout Denying our habitual anger with a parent or other authority figure Hips Inability to move forward for fear of leaving someone or something behind, of being left behind, or of becoming useless. Unable or unwilling to release out-dated belief systems Knees Distrust in our ability to recover from defeat or loss. Habitually living in victim mode, always fearing the next offense. See knee problems, fear of invasion Neck Over-compensating for a lack of belief in self Psoriatic Habitually alternating self-condemnation with self-indulgence. Pattern stems from our caregiver(s) having been alternatingly, and unpredictably, too harsh/too loving. Our immune system becomes out of balance as a result of not knowing whether to expect cruelty or kindness from those around us, and over-compensates with self-protection just in case. See psoriasis Reactive Concealing our true reaction to a threat to our self-esteem. Since symptoms do not usually start until from one to four weeks after the triggering event, it can be challenging to recall the thought. Try to recall what was happening at the time of the initial infection anyway, because the information will assist the healing process Rheumatoid Unable to accept that we are good enough. Belief that we are bad or unworthy because after all, that is what we were raised to believe. Chronic griping about what everyone else is doing, saying and/or thinking in the hope that people will see our goodness. Anger, guilt, shame, victim Shoulder Belief that we are indispensable, or belief that we are carrying a heavier load than everyone else. See bunions, bronchitis) Spine (Ankylosing spondylitis) Firmly held, fundamental belief about a specific subject that is based in untruth and illogic, and of course that means that everybody else's belief is wrong, wrong, wrong. See self-righteousness | ||||||||||||||
| Autism spectrum disorder | Beyond the physical aspect of this complex disorder, there are many spiritual components to be considered. Family history and behavioural patterns must be examined, along with the spiritual learning requirements of the family unit and those of the affected individual. Spiritual success is measured by the degree to which love manifests. See birth abnormalities, karma, reincarnation, required life experiences | ||||||||||||||
| Back | Represents whether we feel supported in life See bones, skeleton, spinal column, vertebrae Issues that can arise Back pain Feeling alone, unsupported and at risk of harm
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| Beckwith Wiedemann syndrome | The child has joined the family to experience what it is like to be reliant on the good will of one's caregivers. Whether the soul encounters kindness or cruelty, there is tremendous opportunity for spiritual growth | ||||||||||||||
| Bile ducts | Represent our ability or willingness to express strong emotions and/or forgive anyone, including self Issues that can arise Blocked See symptoms: abdominal pain (upper right side), fever, itching, jaundice, nausea and/or vomiting, dark urine Cancer Hating self for living the lie that brought our success, but unwilling to let it go and reveal the truth. Feeling justified in holding onto it because after all, everyone else is just as 'bad' as us. See gallbladder, liver | ||||||||||||||
| Birth abnormalities (including genetic disorders) | Physical manifestation of unresolved spiritual issues within the affected individual if congenital, or within the parental or family relationship if genetic. Souls enter human form to reflect or amplify the spiritual condition of the family, in conjunction with the individual's learning requirements. We may experience an extremely short or long life. We could be sent in to become a physician to minister to those in need, just as easily as we could be sent in to become one who is in need. Only the Universal Intelligence knows what is truly required for our spiritual advancement. See Required life experiences, What is a legacy family pattern?, What is karma?, What is reincarnation? | ||||||||||||||
| Bladder | Represents patience and tolerance for self with expression of our needs or strong emotions Issues that can arise Cancer Obsessed with the injustices one has suffered (lack of forgiveness). Unwilling to take responsibility for self, yet feeling forced into accepting it Infection Avoidance, ashamed of and/or hating self for being unable to stop having strong emotions Inflammation Anger (pissed off) and unwillingness to express it because they should already know Interstitial cystitis Unable to relax and fully trust that all is well Leaky Unable to deal with life's many little frustrations without getting angry Overactive Fear of being left out or forgotten (this condition can often create that exact situation). See distrust, fear of abandonment, pelvic floor dysfunction Polyps Trying to conceal strong emotions or withhold expression of our needs Problems Lack of patience, fear of expression of strong emotions. See urinary tract infections Prolapsed Not knowing when to hold onto or let go of emotional baggage and unable to stop thinking about it all Vesicoureteral reflux If from birth Legacy family pattern of wanting, yet fearing, expressions of strong emotions like anger or grief. See birth abnormalities If acquired Unable or unwilling to fully express strong emotions due to fear that the core issue causing them may be revealed. See ectopic kidney | ||||||||||||||
| Blood | Substance that transports the vibrations of our thoughts, attitudes, emotions, beliefs and desires to each component of our physical body. Can represent our innermost desires, or can be a message that someone is behaving like a victim or martyr Issues that can arise Anemia Giving up. Feeling powerless and angry that everyone else seems to have so much power. See blame, victim
Cancer (leukemia) Represents our beliefs about the Universe, our place in it, and our right to exist, that are incorrect and impossible due to the true nature of the Universal Intelligence. In children, can be a reflection of parental belief systems or a karmic situation Sounds like "The Universe is out to get me." See fear of retribution Hematoma Note: Does not refer to those with physical conditions that can cause excessive bruising Difficulty in processing a recent emotional blow to our ego or self-esteem. Chronic bruising can indicate a need for sympathetic attention, or a desire to paint oneself as a poor, defenseless victim. See accident proneness Hemochromatosis Belief that we are carrying a far heavier load in life than we deserve, and also that it is far heavier than anyone else must carry. See diabetes, heart problems, liver disease
Hemophilia Family pattern resulting from a fear of retribution. See legacy guilt High cholesterol Believing self to be the good person who never acts out of malice (self-righteousness). Nothing is ever quite good enough (criticism). Nothing ever works out quite right (victim). Never receiving recognition for our many supposed sacrifices (martyr). No joy in life. Check out this article from SciTechDaily "Childhood abuse linked to higher risk for high cholesterol..." | ||||||||||||||
| Blood clots | While physical injury can cause so-called "good" blood clots, the spiritual component of abnormal blood clots is one's system overreacting to spiritual injury, self-inflicted or not. The following factors and/or serious conditions are associated with abnormal blood clots: Antiphospholipid syndrome - primary Feeling threatened by impending change Antiphospholipid syndrome - secondary Chronic fear of being attacked Arteriosclerosis and Atherosclerosis Unable or unwilling to "go with the flow". Arguing with anyone who challenges our authority, in the belief that self knows best - about everything Certain medications Check out hormone imbalance, breast cancer, side effects, Why do we get sick ...? Deep vein thrombosis Look to the condition or the belief that is causing inactivity Factor V Leiden See birth abnormalities Family history See birth abnormalities and Is there hope that I won't develop any of the diseases that my parents had? Heart arrhythmia Unable or unwilling to submit to a routine or schedule for fear of appearing weak Heart failure Unable to withstand the pressures of pretending to be successful while feeling like a failure. See arteriosclerosis, high blood pressure Hiatal hernia Living in an overly controlled environment; too much pressure to follow rules and live up to others' expectations. Anger, repression, suppression Obesity Trying to cover up shameful secrets. Unable or unwilling to express strong emotions. Habitually using food as a reward, or as an excuse to avoid meeting responsibilities or dealing with issues. See addiction, arrogance, survivor's guilt Peripheral artery disease (or peripheral vascular disease) Unable or unwilling to be cooperative, as a way to ensure that others feel subservient and see us as an authority figure. See possible contributing spiritual factors: arrogance, control, defiance. See possible contributing physical factors: atherosclerosis, Raynaud's disease Polycythemia vera See blood cancer Pregnancy Holding a negative belief about pregnancy, childbirth or our ability to be a good parent Prolonged sitting or bed rest Look for the condition or the belief that is causing inactivity Pulmonary embolism Stubborn refusal to budge - on anything - ever - unless there is absolutely no other option than to concede. Chronic need to be in charge. Viciously critical and quick to condemn. Unwilling to forgive others yet desperate to have everyone's approval. Expecting that everyone will just go along with us because they know we will make life miserable for them if they do not Smoking Find and resolve the underlying reason for starting and/or continuing to smoke. See addiction Stroke Emotional and cognitive inability to process a difficult experience that occurred prior to the stroke. Feeling strong emotions about it and either bursting to express our thoughts about it and frustrated with being unable to describe everything accurately, or forcing ourselves to bury the secret and never speak of it again Surgery Look to the physical condition that necessitated the surgery | ||||||||||||||
| Blood pressure | Represents temperament, self-control, and how we deal with stress Issues that can arise High Constant anger and frustration, even if not voiced aloud. Always waiting for something bad to happen. See anxiety, atherosclerosis, distress, distrust, fear, heart failure, kidney problems, stress, victim, worry, stroke Low Chronic sorrow, even if not voiced aloud. Feeling helpless (“I want my daddy”) or even giving up on life. See Addison's disease, anaphylaxis, anemia, septic shock, thyroid issues, vitamin deficiency | ||||||||||||||
| Blood vessels | Represent an information highway upon which travel our thoughts, attitudes, emotions, beliefs and desires Issues that can arise Peripheral vascular disease (or peripheral artery disease) Unable or unwilling to be cooperative, as a way to ensure that others feel subservient and see us as an authority figure. See possible contributing spiritual factors: arrogance, control, defiance. See possible contributing physical factors: atherosclerosis, Raynaud's disease Small vessel disease - Heart Unable or unwilling to trust that all is well. See possible contributing spiritual factors: chronic distress, distrust, fear, worry. See possible contributing physical factors: birth abnormalities, diabetes, high cholesterol Telangiectasia Belief that life is dangerous. Can place us in a state of hypervigilance (or "fight or flight" state). If from childhood, can result from a life-ending trauma in a prior incarnation or from a family pattern. If developing later in life, can result from unresolved trauma. See affected area of the body plus autoimmune diseases, birth abnormalities, liver disease, lupus, pregnancy, scleroderma, spider veins, varicose veins Spider veins Wishing we were someplace - anyplace - else, or with someone - anyone - else, and feeling stuck in the planning process to bring change Varicose veins Wishing we were someplace - anyplace - else, or with someone - anyone - else, but unable or unwilling to do anything about it (victim) Vascular dementia (or Cerebral small vessel disease) Unable or unwilling to acknowledge our role in our painful life experiences. See possible contributing spiritual factors: chronic distress, distrust, fear, worry. See possible contributing physical factors: birth abnormalities, diabetes, high cholesterol, stroke Vasculitis Angry thoughts, chronic feelings of self-righteous indignation or feeling like a martyr or a victim. See possible physical contributing factors: birth abnormalities, side effects, blood cancer, infection (hepatitis B or C), autoimmune diseases such as rheumatoid arthritis, lupus or scleroderma that may trigger attacks on blood vessels. See complications that can arise: aneurysm, blood clots, vision loss or blindness, pneumonia, sepsis | ||||||||||||||
| Body odour | Note: This does not refer to those with limited access to bathing or laundry facilities. Excessive body odour can be a form of silent rebellion. Can begin as an act of spite. Withholding approval, lack of respect for others or self | ||||||||||||||
| Bones | Represent our spiritual infrastructure of belief systems See broken bones, skeleton, spinal column, vertebrae Issues that can arise Bone spurs Physical outcome of chronic lack of forgiveness, whether of self or others. See heel spurs Cancer Belief that is not based in Universal Truth: that we are unlovable and therefore unloved (in children, can be a reflection of parental beliefs. See leukemia, unconditional love Osteogenesis imperfecta Parents’ unrecognized issue of having - or not having - faith in a loving God or a similarly impactful belief that forms the foundation on which the child will stand or fall. See birth abnormalities Osteomyelitis Fear that we are alone and unsupported and incapable of supporting self. See infection Osteoporosis A cherished belief is found to be untrue and a positive replacement seems impossible to find. Can be a loss of our faith in a loving God, a crumbling spiritual infrastructure, fragile or unsound spiritual beliefs or fragile spiritual health Paget’s disease Deep regret for not having done more in our life and wishing to go back and do it over | ||||||||||||||
| Bowel | Represents our ability to release that which is no longer needed Issues that can arise Anal fissure Blaming someone for pressuring us to hurry up and perform but not seeing that the pressure - the stress - comes from our own need to win their approval Inflammatory bowel disease See ulcerative colitis, Crohn's disease Irritable bowel syndrome (IBS)
Loose bowel Belief that we have no credibility and no worth. Condemnation, victim Necrotic bowel Complete and utter despair, and unable or unwilling to take any steps to make changes that would help to change circumstances | ||||||||||||||
| Brain | The brain is the soul’s wheelhouse during physical incarnation; the pineal gland is its helm, and the pituitary and hypothalamus glands are its commanders. The brain is the first place in the human body to react physically to our thoughts, attitudes and emotions. From there, signals are sent to the nerves in the spinal column and from there, to the area of the body that is affected by each particular thought, attitude or emotion Issues that can arise Abscess Obsessive nasty, poisonous thoughts about a specific person, place or thing. See infection Amusia Can result from traumatic brain injury as well as unresolved emotional trauma Amygdala Represents our ability to react to our life experiences with emotions appropriate to the situation
Aneurysm Obsessively repeating a lie to self, hoping that if we say it often enough, we will become able to accept it as truth Aphasia Firm belief that the Universal Intelligence is punishing us (or that we should be punished) for all the horrible things we have said and done. See stroke, traumatic brain injury, guilt, shame, unconditional love Change the pattern Meditate and practice doing these spiritual exercises: Apologizing and releasing guilt, Guilt-buster, Forgiveness, Grieving Aphantasia Karmic condition resulting from past life inability or unwillingness to trust self due to having made catastrophic or life-ending choices. Can create a need in the current lifetime for others to tell us what to do. See co-dependent relationships Change the pattern Meditate and practice doing the Self-esteem exercise Ataxia If from birth Legacy family pattern of parents enforcing strict control over their children due to fear of losing them and their services. See birth abnormalities (including genetic disorders), fear of abandonment If acquired See contributing conditions or factors: Autoimmune diseases such as multiple sclerosis, sarcoidosis, celiac disease Brain abnormalities such as abscess or tumour Cancers such as breast, lung, lymphatic system, or ovarian Cerebral palsy COVID-19 Head trauma Infections such as chickenpox, HIV, Lyme disease Side effects from certain medications or substances Stroke Thyroid problems Vitamin deficiency Cancer Firm belief in our own badness (chronic self-condemnation). Extreme regret over something we have done or not done, and this may set up a karmic situation Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease - (Mad cow disease) Stubbornly-held core belief based in untruth
Dementia Progressive inability to function within the boundaries of the lies we tell self and others about the type of person we are or were. See Alzheimer's disease, Huntington's disease, Parkinson's disease Encephalitis - Primary Processing poisonous thoughts. Wanting to release them yet fearing that they may be true Encephalitis - Secondary A recent experience has re-triggered poisonous thoughts that we have not yet completely released because they may be true Epilepsy and/or Seizure Feeling extremely vulnerable ("I want my mommy!"). Trying to "seize" someone's attention. Unable to cope with being told, "No". Anger, fear. See psychogenic non-epileptic seizure Face blindness (Prosopagnosia) If from birth Legacy family pattern of generations of children being left alone for extended periods, whether through parental choice or by unforeseen circumstances. See birth abnormalities (including genetic disorders), fear of abandonment If acquired See contributing conditions or factors: ADHD Autism spectrum disorder Stroke Traumatic brain injury Functional neurological disorder/conversion disorder Sudden unrecognized fear or belief that something must be wrong with us personally. Such thoughts can become obsessive worry which can actually alter our brain function Change the pattern Check out Spiritual decluttering and learn to hear and identify your thoughts, so that you can change them Huntington's disease Legacy family pattern of withholding critical pieces of information from those asking questions. Desire for the questioner to "suffer as I have suffered". Subtle form of torture that aims to keep the question-asker under control. See greed, lying, revenge, spite, birth abnormalities Sounds like "If you don't know, I'm not going to be the one tell you." "Wouldn't you like to know." Change the pattern If someone asks a question, tell the truth and resist the urge to hold back certain crucial details Hydrocephalus Unable or unwilling to be at peace with the ebb and flow of emotions arising from life experiences. See birth abnormalities, infection, meningitis, mumps, traumatic brain injury, traumatic events
Meningitis Our home and/or work environment is infuriating and there is no way to change it. Fearing that protection from it is impossible and it is only a matter of time until we become just like them (self-righteousness) Progressive supranuclear palsy Frustrated desire to be in control and feeling that everyone else has it all - in other words, feeling like a victim. Feeling that God has singled us out to punish us for something we have done that we believe is an unforgivable sin that everyone does. Unwilling to acknowledge our error and seething suppressed anger, guilt, shame, self-hatred Psychogenic non-epileptic seizure Unconsciously holding self back from reaching out for assistance in processing traumatic life experiences Contributing spiritual factors Anxiety, distress, embarrassment, shame Contributing physical effects Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), somatic symptom disorder, traumatic life experiences Change the pattern Meditate to identify the trauma(s) and the thought patterns arising from it, so that they can be resolved and released. See Spiritual decluttering Reversal of vision metamorphopsia Sudden, shocking fear that we may be overlooking something vitally important, or that things may not be as we believed or perceived. See stroke, traumatic brain injury, vertigo Sensory processing disorder Difficulty accepting that we are in a physical body. The soul may have left the previous life experience in a traumatic way, or this may be the soul's first incarnation in human form Synaesthesia - Mirror-touch If from birth Karmic condition provided in accordance with the soul's need/desire to experience that all in physical form have feelings and experience pleasure and pain, not just self If acquired Results from the Universe cooperating with the soul's profound desire to feel Synaesthesia - Visuo-spatial / Odour-Colour Karmic condition enabled by the soul's desire to assist in building humanity's understanding of, and capacity for, experiencing life in physical form Traumatic brain injury Profound challenge presented in accordance with the soul’s learning path. See required life experiences One-time See accident proneness Chronic Placing self in situations where repetitive brain injuries occur, can indicate feeling extreme guilt that requires punishment. See accident proneness Tumour Obsessive negative thought patterns that eventually manifest in physical within the brain | ||||||||||||||
| Breast | Represents nurturing and kindness - either need for, lack of, or provision of See mammary glands Issues that can arise Cancer There are more than 80 types of breast cancer, hence the spiritual component can be any or all of the following factors: Taking on a persona that we feel was thrust upon us by others or by negative life experiences. Belief that how we treat self and others is nurturing, when it is not. Feeling unloved or unlovable. Nursing grudges (resentment). Needing to mother or be mothered. Feeling unloved or unlovable. Living with the constant threat of someone's emotional abuse, feeling responsible for it when it happens, and feeling unable to stand up for self. Appreciating self for saying, "No" to an abuser, yet still wanting the abuser to somehow magically change into a good person (control). Longing to be loved and appreciated, craving everyone's positive attention Fibrocystic breast disease Tired of having to deal with the same old stuff every month and aching for change but not knowing how to make it happen Implant illness Fear of retribution or fear of looking stupid for having made the wrong choice - again. See chronic confusion, chronic fatigue syndrome, memory loss, skin rash, joint pain Change the pattern Meditate to learn your reason(s) for needing approval from others. See self-esteem Inverted nipple Fear o of being unable to nurture 'correctly' or refusal to provide nurturing Itchy Unrecognized need to nurture or a sudden need to be nurtured Lactostasis Can result from fearing failure or success, anger at having to be responsible, and/or a pattern of silent rebellion against authority figures Mastitis Either over-nurturing, feeling over-nurtured, or angry about having to over-nurture someone who really should not need so much support
Pain Aching to nurture or to be nurtured. Fear of being alone and having to fend for self. Signal that trouble may be brewing within the family Pimples between the breasts Irritation with our mother, even if not alive | ||||||||||||||
| Broken bones | Habitually thinking, “Give me a break” (judgment, criticism, condemnation, victim). Time for a break with the old days or the old ways but unwilling to let go of the past Ankle Regretting a recent life choice and wanting - yet not wanting - to change it back (indecision) Arm Wanting a solid, visible reason to be excused from commitments we wish we had not made. See elbow, humerus, radius, ulna, wrist Back See spinal column, vertebrae Chin Shattered self-confidence due to a recent life-changing experience Collar bone Represents our ability to maintain self-esteem. If broken, a recent choice or event has made us question our ethics, morals and values Elbow Knowing it is time to change our attitude toward our mate or career but stubbornly refusing Femur Terror at the thought of having to support oneself Fibula Extreme disappointment that someone or something we believed was reliable and sturdy has failed Fingers Incorrect belief in a particular area. See affected finger Foot Wishing for a troubling situation to change but unable or unwilling to do anything to make the change happen Hand A recent decision has created unforeseen, unfavourable repercussions Hip Anger over being forced to change because of changes that occurred that were beyond our control. See victim Humerus Feeling compelled to do it all, without considering the consequences for self or others Jaw Fear that a recent decision or event is going to have disastrous consequences Knee Feeling at risk of being publicly humiliated Leg Fear that a recent decision was horribly wrong or that a recent negative experience proves our inability to navigate life. See femur, fibula, tibia Nose A recent experience left us feeling exposed and vulnerable but we have done nothing to protect self from threats. See victim Ocular or orbital fracture New information from a credible source is causing us to question a core belief. If found to be Truth, it could mean having to reconsider our life choices. See accidents Osteogenesis Imperfecta Parents’ unrecognized issue of having faith in a loving God, or lack thereof, or a similarly impactful belief that forms the foundation on which the child will stand or fall. See birth abnormalities Osteoporosis A cherished belief is found to be untrue and a positive replacement seems impossible to find. Can be a loss of our faith in a loving God, a crumbling spiritual infrastructure, fragile or unsound spiritual beliefs or fragile spiritual health Radius Unable or unwilling to grasp the potential negative impact of our actions Rib Too much self-imposed pressure to out-do all others. See individual vertebra Shoulder Trying to do anything and everything that is necessary to gain everyone’s approval Skull A recent emotionally traumatic event has created the need to reassess our life including relationships, career, hobbies, education - in short, everything. See Paget's disease Spine (back) See affected vertebra Tibia Fear that our strongest support will be ripped away from us Toes Sudden realization of a painful fact in a particular area. Habitually thinking, “Give me a break” (victim, judgment, criticism, condemnation). Time for a break with the old days or the old ways but unwilling to let go of the past. See affected toe Ulna Unable or unwilling to accept that our role in the family is under threat Vertebra See affected vertebrae Wrist Wanting life to have new meaning yet fearing the unknown, and so wanting to delay the inevitable changes that life brings | ||||||||||||||
| Bruises | Note: Does not refer to those with physical conditions that can cause excessive bruising Difficulty in processing a recent emotional blow to our ego or self-esteem. Chronic bruising can indicate a need for sympathetic attention, or a desire to paint oneself as a poor, defenseless victim. See accident proneness | ||||||||||||||
| Burns and fires | Anger, guilt, self-punishment, desperate for sympathetic attention or recognition | ||||||||||||||
| Bursitis | Represents inflexibility, unwillingness to 'go with the flow'. See affected joint Elbow Complaining that others are not doing enough, yet we are unwilling to do our fair share Finger Unable or unwilling to adapt to unexpected changes in our work. See affected finger Heel False belief about our childhood is making it difficult to walk our life path with joy Hip Anger and distress about the constant changes that life brings Knee Anger about feeling unprotected Shoulder Unvented explosive anger and resentment Toe Unable or unwilling to adapt to unexpected changes on our life's path. See affected toe Wrist Self-condemnation over belief that we are failing at our chosen work | ||||||||||||||
| Cancer | Represents obsessive/compulsive negative thoughts about a specific subject Adrenal glands Severe erosion of our faith in human decency after being on the receiving end of harsh criticism, even though we are extremely critical and judgmental. Attitude that says, "It is only all right for me to be honest" Bile duct Hating self for living the lie that brought our success, but unwilling to let it go and reveal the truth. Feeling justified in holding onto it because after all, everyone else is just as 'bad' as us. See gallbladder, liver Bladder Obsessed with the injustices we have suffered (lack of forgiveness). Unwilling to take responsibility for self, yet feeling forced into accepting it Blood Beliefs about the Universe, our place in it, and our right to exist, that are incorrect and impossible due to the true nature of the Universal Intelligence. In children, can be a reflection of parental beliefs or a karmic situation Sounds like "The Universe is out to get me." See fear of retribution, leukemia, unconditional love Bone Belief that is not based in Universal Truth: That we are unlovable and therefore unloved. In children, can be a reflection of parental beliefs. See leukemia, unconditional love Brain Firm belief that "I am bad" (chronic self-condemnation). Extreme regret over what we have and have not done Breast There are more than 80 types of breast cancer, hence the many possible spiritual components. Can be any or all of the following factors: Taking on a persona that we feel was thrust upon us by others or by negative life experiences. Belief that how we treat self and others is nurturing, when it is not. Feeling unloved or unlovable. Nursing grudges (resentment). Needing to mother or be mothered. Feeling unloved or unlovable. Living with the constant threat of someone's emotional abuse, feeling responsible for it when it happens, and feeling unable to stand up for self. Appreciating self for saying, "No" to an abuser, yet still wanting the abuser to somehow magically change into a good person (control). Longing to be loved and appreciated, craving everyone's positive attention Cervix Obsessive/compulsive thoughts about the child (or children) that one could have, should have, or should not have, birthed Choroidal melanoma Focusing on a fault or flaw in someone (could be self, another, or humanity at large) and believing that they cannot/will not ever change. Resigned to living with what we see as permanent imperfection, rather than taking steps to change our opinion Colon Holding onto every little hurt and making sure that everyone knows we are wounded. Each new offense adds to the burden and strengthens our resolve to not do anything about it Gallbladder Poisonous thoughts that have infiltrated our beliefs about life and the process of living, and hating self for thinking them, yet feeling they are fully justified and so doing nothing to change them Kidney Processing our life experiences with a chronic “poor me” attitude (victim) Leptomeningeal carcinomatosis Negative thought patterns originating in the brain that have manifested physically in tumour cells (see breast cancer, lung cancer, melanoma), that create a deadly feedback loop within the body Leukemia Represents our beliefs about the Universe, our place in it, and our right to exist, that are incorrect and impossible due to the true nature of the Universal Intelligence. In children, can be a karmic situation or a reflection of parental beliefs Sounds like “The Universe is out to get me.” See fear of retribution, unconditional love
Liver Processing our life experiences with an “everybody else is an idiot and has caused all my problems" attitude (blame), or "I am an idiot and everybody else is better than me" (self-condemnation). Deep-seated, long-standing anger and feeling fully justified in holding onto it. Feeling abandoned. See liver diseases Lung If the individual smokes, look for the real reason for starting to smoke. If the individual has never smoked, could be a “smothering” attitude (smothering the truth, smothering a loved one, or being smothered by a loved one, etc.). Is the individual in a co-dependent relationship? Lymphatic system Unable or unwilling forgive self or others. Extreme, chronic resentment that creates the need to inflict pain on others. Living in emotional turmoil. Victim, seemingly unable to protect self Lymphoma Unable or unwilling to pay attention to signals Melanoma (skin) Covering self in a shroud of negativity, can be self-hatred or self-righteousness. Look to the affected area of the body for understanding Mesothelioma Feeling abandoned and/or betrayed by those who are supposed to protect us Mouth Chewing on poisonous words. Incorrect beliefs that negatively flavour all of life's experiences Ovary Unable or unwilling to let go of the life that could have / should have been with the child we could have / should have had. Fearing that God has forsaken us or is punishing us by not giving us what we want. Strong belief that something is terribly wrong with us and with anything we create Pancreas Chronic need to control everyone and everything. Deep frustration with any imperfection that might risk losing anyone's approval. Always feeling second- or third-best Pleomorphic liposarcoma Desperate to hide one's shameful secrets and living in constant fear that they will be discovered Prostate Refusal to accept responsibility for the negativity in our life (blame, victim) Sinus cavities Knowing that others are suffering and that we could help, but withholding assistance because after all, no one ever helped us. They deserve to suffer Skin (melanoma) Covering self in a shroud of negativity, can be self-hatred or self-righteousness. Look to the affected area of the body for understanding Stomach Eating a spiritual diet filled with sickening thoughts about self, others, God, or the world in which we live. Chronic distress about our life experience Testicles A negative idea or belief about self, others, God, or the world in which we live has formed and fear of it manifesting in reality is growing stronger Throat Trying to swallow a false story, or trying to feed someone else a false story; living a lie. Feeling stifled. Chronic choking back of tears or words. Wanting someone to meet our unexpressed emotional needs Thyroid Failure to monitor our spoken words and filter out judgment, criticism, and condemnation, believing that it is ok to share hurtful information because we think it is truth and they need to hear it Tongue Obsessive/compulsive thoughts about how we communicate and connect with others. See human papillomavirus (HPV) Uterus Obsessive thoughts of our failure to create perfection (self-condemnation) | ||||||||||||||
| Cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome | Thought pattern that demands harsh punishment for the tiniest infraction of our personal standards. See addiction, bulimia, nausea, perfectionism, self-condemnation Change the pattern Do the Forgiveness and How to raise self-esteem exercises | ||||||||||||||
| Cartilage | Represents ability to withstand and recover from shock or trauma See joints, ligaments, muscles, tendons Issues that can arise Ankylosing spondylitis Firmly held, fundamental belief about a specific subject that is based in untruth and illogic, and of course that means that everybody else's belief is wrong, wrong, wrong. See self-righteousness Arthritis Over-compensating for a perceived weakness in a particular area. Can develop after a joint has been injured, but releasing anger and blame over the injury can help to prevent it from forming Damaged cartilage Resistance to life changes that cause us to examine our spiritual self Rheumatoid arthritis Unable to accept that we are good enough. Belief that we are bad or unworthy because after all, that is what we were raised to believe. Chronic griping about what everyone else is doing, saying and/or thinking in the hope that people will see our goodness. Anger, guilt, shame, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Cell phone addiction | Is the phone or device being used to avoid talking with the person or people at hand? Does using it give us a sense of importance or superiority or protection? See addiction, obsessive/compulsive behaviours | ||||||||||||||
| Cellulitis | Unrecognized suppression of profound grief and feeling like a victim of, yet also feeling responsible for, the tragedies in our life. See gangrene, infection, sepsis | ||||||||||||||
| Cerebral palsy | Fear, fear, fear - in both mother and unborn child. Can result from unexpressed or unrecognized explosive rage in the mother. See birth abnormalities | ||||||||||||||
| Cervix | Represents ability to maintain, manage, honour and sustain creative urges Issues that can arise Cancer Obsessive thoughts about the child (or children) that we could have, should have, or should not have, birthed Cervicitis Anger toward self for stifling our creativity in favour of winning approval from another Dysplasia Fear that the joy we gain from creating will be insufficient to sustain life-long happiness or fulfillment due to recent painful experiences Incompetent Fear that we will fail to get over the pain of recent or ongoing traumatic events | ||||||||||||||
| Cheeks | Represent emotional vulnerability Buttocks Result from hiding our negative motives from self. See acne, bruises Facial cheeks Issues can result from obvious displeasure and/or chastisement from an authority figure. See acne, rosacea, embarrassment, shame | ||||||||||||||
| Chickenpox | Wanting to receive the same special considerations as everybody else. See shingles | ||||||||||||||
| Chin | Represents our ability or willingness to meet challenges See signals Issues that can arise Broken Shattered self-confidence because of a recent life-changing experience Pimples Taking things to heart things that do not concern us personally Trembling or twitching Strong urge to express our thoughts or feelings | ||||||||||||||
| Chronic disease | According to the Public Health Agency of Canada, “Chronic diseases, also known as non-communicable diseases or NCDs, are diseases that are persistent and generally slow in progression which can be treated but not cured.” By the definition of the U.S. National Center for Health Statistics, “a chronic disease is one lasting 3 months or more. Chronic diseases generally cannot be prevented by vaccines or cured by medication, nor do they just disappear.” According to the Universal Intelligence, the spiritual component of chronic disease is having suffered unrecognized and therefore unresolved traumatic events. Science is verifying the connection. Watch How childhood trauma affects health across a lifetime - a TED Talks presentation by Dr. Nadine Burke-Harris | ||||||||||||||
| Chronic fatigue syndrome | Habitual feeling that there is no way to get out of commitments that we felt pressured into accepting because of our fear of losing someone's approval if we just say, "No" Change the pattern Check out self-esteem | ||||||||||||||
| Clothing choices | Represent either an unspoken need for attention or a desire to be invisible Note: This category does not refer to those with few clothing options, or who lack access to laundry services. Ill-fitted - Too big Wanting to hide yet hoping to be seen; wishing for sympathetic attention Ill-fitted - Too small Trying to create drama and chaos with self at centre Inappropriate - Casual Displays a lack of regard for the things that others respect and/or admire Inappropriate - Formal Wanting to escape reality, wanting to not be held responsible Inappropriate - Revealing Desire to throw people off balance so as to maintain control of the situation Loud dresser Silently begging to be confronted to justify a wish to shout someone down. Defiance Quiet dresser Desire to avoid contact or communication of any sort Soiled Form of silent rebellion | ||||||||||||||
| Collar bone | Represents ability to maintain self-esteem Issues that can arise Acromioclavicular or AC Joint arthritis Carrying negative thoughts, attitudes and emotions about the burdens we bear. See cartilage Break A recent choice or event has made us question our ethics, morals and values Distal clavicular osteolysis Unrecognized, consuming belief that we are just not good enough as we are. See self-esteem Osteomyelitis Fear that we are alone and unsupported, and incapable of supporting self. See infection Thoracic outlet syndrome Carrying a heavy burden of emotional pain and not knowing what to do about it | ||||||||||||||
| Colon | Represents our ability or willingness to let go of that which is no longer needed Issues that can arise Cancer Holding onto every little hurt and making sure that everyone knows we are wounded. Each new offense adds to the burden and strengthens our resolve to not do anything about it Colitis Hidden shame and unrecognized guilt eating away at self. See Crohn's disease Colitis - Ulcerative Taking on responsibility for everyone's negative experiences and feeling the need to be punished for them Crohn's disease Over-reaction to a perceived threat. Always feeling like a victim and blaming anyone except self for our failures. "I want my Daddy!". See colitis Diverticulitis Blaming others for failing to prevent unpleasant experiences from happening and refusing to forgive them for it Fistula Feeling pressured into taking shortcuts that we know are likely to fail Hemorrhoid Trying to win the approval of an authority figure who stubbornly withholds it. Feeling pressured to hurry and feeling that there is just not enough time. Pushing too hard/trying to force self or another into doing what we want Polyps Trying to hold in that which needs to be released | ||||||||||||||
| Cravings | Represent an unrecognized need for loving attention from self, but believing that our own is not enough to soothe the pain and hurt. We then turn outward to various behaviours or substances for comfort. See addiction, co-dependent relationships, guilt, obsessive/compulsive behaviours, self-esteem | ||||||||||||||
| Cysts, lumps and bumps | Convinced that we are not worthy. Period. Adiposis dolorosa (Dercum's disease) Belief or fear that uninhibited expression of our innermost thoughts will lead to disaster. See lipoma below, affected area and birth abnormalities / genetic disorders, plus autoimmune diseases, brain, hormonal system Ganglion cyst Pattern of denying our true calling, both to self and to anyone who will listen. See affected area Lipoma Physical manifestation of thought patterns that say it is not ok for me to live joyously Ovarian cyst Wanting to do or create something that is outside of our realm of experience, but not knowing what it is or how to bring it into existence. See hormonal problems, pregnancy, endometriosis, pelvic infection
Pilar Nurturing worrisome or troublesome issues in our thoughts, rather than actually doing something about them | ||||||||||||||
| Dawdling | Act of revenge designed to annoy someone by delaying doing that which we have been asked to do. Form of passive/aggressive manipulation often done when we feel we have no voice and no other options Looks like When asked to do something we then then decide to do a multitude of other things that we tell ourselves must be done first (even if they are not related to the task); or we pretend not to have understood the request and ask all sorts of questions about it, or we start doing it - but as slowly as is humanly possible. See avoidance, silent rebellion, victim Spiritual effects Chronic unhappiness that they want us to hurry Physical effects Low blood pressure, hormone imbalance Change the pattern Meditate to learn the source of the desire to anger others | ||||||||||||||
| Diabetes | Lack of faith or hope that the future can be good or belief that it will not be good. Chronic state of distress; habitual belief that something bad is about to happen. Giving up hope Diabetes insipidus Unable to relax due to unrecognized, extreme, chronic anxiety. See autoimmune diseases, hypopituitarism Gestational Fear that the baby's potential for unhappy life experiences due to the father's negative behaviours, will cause unending grief and guilt for us Hyperglycemia Overcompensating for our perceived failure to prevent the family from coming to harm or having negative experiences Hypoglycemia Craving true happiness and looking everywhere for it but fearing it will never be found Secondary effects of Diabetes
Type 1 Can occur after the family receives a devastating blow, and no one sees that we are taking on full responsibility and blame for it Type 2 Chronic, crushing sadness because we know the happy stories we tell others (and ourselves) about our family are false, but hoping that they will believe them anyways | ||||||||||||||
| Digestion | Represents how we absorb and release spiritual life lessons See eating disorders Issues that can arise Appendicitis Living with constant criticism whether from self or another. Trying to digest and accept a cruel idea that we know to be false Bloating Putting too much (or too little) emphasis on self. See ego, self-importance Burping Fear of being forgotten, ignored or lost in the shuffle Celiac disease Unable to accept nurturing yet believing that we are nurturing others, or feeling compelled to nurture others, either to gain their approval or because we think that no one else cares enough. Can occur when our job ends or if a child leaves home. Feeling that life has lost purpose Choking The thought that just happened was judgment, or our attention wavered. See signals Diverticular perforation Blaming everyone but self for our toxic, dysfunctional relationships, and astonished and furious that they will not change. Since we play a crucial role in creating our relationships, if we change, our relationships will change. See victim Diverticulitis Blaming others for failing to prevent unpleasant experiences from happening and refusing to forgive them for it. See victim Flatulence Feeling that we are always being overlooked and angry about it; self-importance Food allergies Deep need to receive loving attention from a specific authority figure. Chronic fear that we are in imminent danger but not knowing what to do about it and believing that no one will help. Physical result of an unresolved traumatic situation that we fear is bound to happen again Food poisoning Signal that we strongly dislike the topic of conversation during a meal but unable or unwilling to state our true thoughts or feelings Gastroenteritis (includes Norovirus infection (Norwalk virus) Belief that others are telling horrible lies about us and that everyone believes them to be true, but wishing it were not so
Gastroparesis Unable to stomach or digest (absorb, utilize and release), the cruel spiritual food that we were fed as a child or are now consuming. Can result from child abuse, including feeling that our basic spiritual needs were not met Gluttony Fear that we will not be given our fair share, so taking everything that is offered and more. Applies to food and other substances as well as attention. See greed, self-importance Heartburn/Indigestion (including gastroesophageal reflux disease) Just waiting for the next irritating experience. Strong dislike of much of what we take in (hearing / seeing / thinking / experiencing) Hiccups Wanting to change the subject of conversation in order to avoid talking about something; or wanting to take back words that were just spoken (form of control). See signals Malabsorption syndrome Unable to accept that we are worthy, that we are no worse than any other soul in human form Physical effects and/or components Infection, inflammation, trauma. If resulting from surgery, look to the physical condition that necessitated the surgery Contributing physical conditions Celiac disease, Crohn's disease, cystic fibrosis, lactose (or food) intolerance, chronic pancreatitis Change the pattern Meditate to learn the thought patterns preventing self-acceptance (guilt, shame) Mineral or vitamin deficiency Unable to grasp and absorb the key meaning of an ongoing issue. A missing piece of crucial information would connect the pieces of the puzzle, if only it could be found. Meditate to find the answer Motion sickness Anger, frustration and despair that we will still be stuck in our current life situation, even when the road trip, air flight or sea voyage ends. Feeling trapped Nausea and/or vomiting Spiritual diet filled with sickening thoughts like condemnation, distress, fear, resentment, revenge. See hangover Obesity/Overweight Trying to cover up shameful secrets. Unable or unwilling to express strong emotions. Habitually using food as a reward, or as an excuse to avoid meeting responsibilities or dealing with issues. See addiction, arrogance, survivor's guilt Rickets Hiding from life. If a child, living in an over-protected environment yet basic spiritual needs are going unmet. See inherited and congenital conditions Sclerosing mesenteritis Unable to stomach the constant hateful thoughts for self that we feel we are obliged to feel. See guilt, self-condemnation, shame SIBO (small intestinal bacterial overgrowth) Unrecognized or unresolved beliefs eating away at our very ability to thrive. See fear of retribution, feedback loop, guilt and legacy guilt, shame, intolerance, victim Physical effects and/or components Celiac disease, Crohn's disease, diabetes, diverticulitis, histamine intolerance, hormone imbalance, kidney stones, osteoporosis, malabsorption syndrome, mineral or vitamin deficiency, scleroderma Change the pattern Meditate to learn the initial triggering event so that it can be resolved | ||||||||||||||
| Diphtheria | Feeling invisible, unloved, unimportant, uninvited and unwelcome | ||||||||||||||
| Dizziness (vertigo) | Desperate for love and approval but not knowing where to look for it. Worry, worry, worry. Trying to do make sure that everything is done (control). Trying to avoid seeing an uncomfortable truth, denial. See labyrinthitis, Ménière's disease, nausea | ||||||||||||||
| Dry | Represents a need to develop our spirituality. See affected area Ears Craving spiritual understanding and growth but fearing we will fail Eyes Lacking compassion, empathy for self. “No one cares about my hurts, so why should I?” Hair Tendency to overthink every little thing for fear of making a mistake. Feeling that we are at risk of imminent emotional, physical or verbal attack. If breakage occurs, can result from anger that the perceived attack has not happened yet Heels Depriving self of enjoyment and blaming someone else for making us do so Lips Unable to satisfy our thirst for something that we know is better left untouched. Feeling deprived Mouth - chronic Living with constant low-grade fear Mouth - occasional Knowing that our words are false and/ or purposely divisive Scalp - dandruff Chronic worry that someone in a position of power will judge, criticise and condemn our work Skin Craving a meaningful spiritual experience Socket See detail for the affected individual tooth or teeth | ||||||||||||||
| Dysautonomia | Unable or unwilling to communicate clearly or honestly with others (or with self) about painful issues within the family unit, often due to a fear of retribution for causing trouble. Look to the following contributing condition(s) for more information (not a complete list): alcoholism amyloidosis anemia antiphospholipid syndrome autoimmune diseases birth abnormalities celiac disease Chiari malformation diabetes Ehlers-Danlos syndrome Epstein-Barr virus Guillain-Barré syndrome hepatitis C HIV / AIDS lupus Lyme disease multiple sclerosis mitochondrial disease Parkinson's disease pneumonia pregnancy rheumatoid arthritis trauma vitamin deficiency Multiple System Atrophy (MSA) Stubborn refusal to change, to adapt, to collaborate, to cooperate Neurocardiogenic or Vasovagal syncope Unable or unwilling to deal with the matter at hand. See fainting Postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS) Desperate, insatiable need to receive unconditional nurturing. See COPD, congestive heart failure | ||||||||||||||
| Ears and hearing | Represent how we interpret that which we hear Issues that can arise Burning Condemnation, embarrassment, shame Deafness Extreme frustration that no one ever says what we want to hear. See fear of abandonment
Dry ear Craving spiritual understanding and growth but fearing we will fail Earache Distress about our spiritual environment (lots of blaming and finger-pointing happening), and feeling hopeless that it will ever change Eustachian tube blockage Unwilling to pay attention to our emotional needs for fear of causing havoc in our family or group, and/or condemning self for inability to control our emotions when stressed Fungus Low or unstable self-esteem, shame, unshed tears over what is being heard or not heard Itchy Pay attention to what you are hearing or thinking. See signals Labyrinthitis Confusion about our life purpose; feeling like we are just putting in time. Unsure of which life path to take and afraid that our entire life will be wasted in the wrong pursuit Mastoiditis Tired of all of their noisy arguing; feeling responsible for it but not knowing how to make it stop. See infection Ménière's disease Refusing to do what we know we ought to be doing, and making all sorts of excuses about it Misophonia Loathing our personal environment and furious that no one understands or sympathises with our painful dilemma. Our constant fury toward the idiots around us, plus feeling impotent to smarten them up, makes us feel that these people will irritate us forever - we will never be rid of them. This constant stress lowers our vibrational frequency and creates so much tension that certain sounds actually seem to hurt us physically Otosclerosis Family pattern in which affected members refuse to hear what certain other members have to say. If the unwillingness to hear is not addressed, it may eventually manifest in physical by altering the ear's bone structure Pain Feeling trapped into listening to something you do not want to hear, or not hearing what you do want to hear. See signals Polyps Trying to avoid hearing what others are saying Popping (for no apparent reason) Pay attention to your thoughts. See signals Seborrheic dermatitis Habitual griping in our thoughts due to feeling helpless against life’s many annoyances. Changing our attitude is the key to reducing and removing the condition. See self-condemnation Tinnitus Unable or unwilling to confront what we know we are avoiding. See signals
Trapped water Hurrying through a normally enjoyable task to meet someone else's needs and unhappy about it Wax build-up Meeting everyone else's needs before our own and unhappy about it. Unable or unwilling to speak out against unfair treatment. See fear of abandonment | ||||||||||||||
| Eating disorders | Represent our unrecognized or unresolved reaction to traumatic situations in our childhood (possibly ongoing) and over which we felt we had utterly no control. See addiction, obsessive/compulsive behaviours Anorexia nervosa So desperate to have some control in a chaotic environment, that withholding food from self seems like the only solution. May be used to punish self or to spite an authority figure Avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder (ARFID) Desperate for focused loving or sympathetic attention Binge-eating disorder Bouts can be triggered by feeling unable or being unwilling to say what we are really thinking. The physical discomfort of over-eating, along with our guilt, shame and embarrassment of feeling out of control, takes our attention away from the original issue. See addiction, silent rebellion, obsessive/compulsive behaviours Bulimia nervosa Cycle of self-approval, then guilt and condemnation, then punishment. See depression, obsessive/compulsive behaviours Diabulimia Self-imposed punishment for believing self to be the cause of all the suffering, misery and tragedy in our family Eating disorder not otherwise specified (EDNOS) Unable to discern exactly who or what is responsible for our pain, knowing only that “I hurt” Feeding disorder Battle of wills between child and caregiver resulting from a karmic situation Muscle dysmorphia Belief that we are ineffective, powerless, incompetent and incapable of fixing all the emotional turmoil in our family. See victim Night eating syndrome Trying to avoid feeling the feelings surrounding a traumatic event that happened during the night and that keeps replaying in the thoughts, especially at night. See insomnia Orthorexia nervosa Punishing self by building a persona of one who is dedicated to healthy eating - as a way to make amends for having caused the family to suffer. The more difficult it is to find “pure” foods, the less appetizing they are, and the more expensive they are, the better. The pattern has the added benefit of diverting attention from our supposed failures Pica Blaming the person or people responsible for all the pain and suffering in our life, unwilling to forgive anyone - ever - just in case they played a role in it, and wanting them to see how badly we are suffering because of their failures. See grief, spite, revenge Prader-Willi syndrome One parent fails to meet the other's needs, even if they have not been spoken aloud. The ensuing despair, frustration and/or rage affect the developing fetus and the child is born with this condition. He or she is left trying to resolve the parent's anguish Purging disorder Abject misery over the direction our life is taking, and feeling powerless to change it (feeling like a victim) Rumination syndrome Wanting the family to know that we do not believe the spiritual food they are feeding us, and that it is sickening | ||||||||||||||
| Eating open-mouthed | If elderly or infirm Could be a form of dementia, or could be Alzheimer's disease, such that the muscles have forgotten what to do, or the mind has forgotten how to process food If not elderly or infirm May have been taught different dining etiquette, may be flouting society and its rules (arrogance, defiance, silent rebellion), or may have breathing issues (lungs, nose, sinus) | ||||||||||||||
| Elbows | Represent our attitude toward duty. See ligaments, tendons Issues that can arise Broken Knowing it is time to change our attitude toward our mate or career but stubbornly refusing Bursitis Complaining that others are not doing enough but we are unwilling to do our fair share Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us Golfer's elbow Angry about all the stupid obstacles in our path Ligament damage Unable or unwilling to stay committed to our chosen path, or living without a firm purpose and so veering from one project to another without ever accomplishing anything and hating self for it Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance Tennis elbow Feeling forced into wasting our time and energy in the wrong pursuit | ||||||||||||||
| Epstein-Barr virus | Saying "No" but either being ignored or coaxed into agreement, or feeling that there is no way to get out of commitments that we felt pressured into accepting because of a fear of saying, "No". And it keeps happening. See mononucleosis | ||||||||||||||
| Essential familial tremor | Chronic, habitual self-condemnation and fear of retribution for over- or under-reacting to the constant onslaught of challenges that life brings. See affected body part Familial tremor Legacy family pattern of habitual self-condemnation and fear of retribution. See birth abnormalities | ||||||||||||||
| Eyes and vision | Represent how we interpret that which we see Issues that can arise Astigmatism Unable to find something valuable in life on which to focus Blepharitis Chronic sadness and not seeing that we have the power to change our circumstances. Waiting for somebody / everybody else to do something different or be different Blindness If from birth A strong family pattern is occurring and no one sees it, and everyone is blaming someone else for making them be that way If acquired Feeling that one has been 'blind-sided' by life. Deep fear of confronting a difficult or painful truth or a desire to hide the truth (see echo chamber) Bloodshot Belief that someone is not seeing / appreciating all that we are supposedly doing for them, supposedly unselfishly Blurred vision - temporary More understanding is required about the matter at hand Bruised Disliking something we just learned about self (guilt, shame) Bulging Living in an unrecognized state of shock. Self-righteousness Cataracts Wanting to see the world not as it is, but as we want it to be, or as we think it used to be Choroidal melanoma Focusing on a fault or flaw in someone or something (could be self, another or humanity at large) and believing that it cannot/will not ever change. Resigned to living with what we see as a permanent flaw, rather than taking steps to change our opinion or helping another Colour blindness (poor colour vision) Belief that it is ok for us to do things that irritate others, but not for others. See sickle cell anemia, diabetes, macular degeneration, Alzheimer's disease, glaucoma, Parkinson's disease, addiction to alcohol, leukemia Crossed eyes Unable or unwilling to focus on that which needs to be seen or done, and doing whatever we can to prevent others from seeing it If from birth See birth abnormalities Dark circles or hollows under eyes Thinking and feeling like a victim. If caused by:
Detached retina Fear that one has missed a very important message and that it will not be repeated Dry eye Lacking compassion, empathy for self. "No one cares about my hurts, so why should I?" Far-sighted Focused more on others than self (avoidance, blame). Looking ahead rather than here and now Floaters Wanting to believe that we have no unresolved issues, yet knowing there are "spots" that need some work Fuchs Dystrophy Unable or unwilling to acknowledge our disgust with those who fail to be or do what we wish they would Glaucoma Chronic self-righteousness. Martyr. Attitude of “I’ll show them”, yet feeling that no one is watching because no one really cares (abandonment), unwilling to forgive, prejudice, bigotry Iritis Not seeing that others might perceive our actions to be unkind (self-righteousness) Itchy Pay attention to what you are seeing or thinking. See signals Keratoconus Wanting to avoid looking at that which is right in front of us, in case it challenges our beliefs. See birth abnormalities, retinitis pigmentosa Lazy eye Seeing our parents or caregivers not working together as a team, and fearing that it is only a matter of time until we get thrown off the team too Macular degeneration Chronic fear that we might be perceived as a weak, old fool. See fear of looking stupid Near-sighted Focused more on self than others (self-importance). Living in the past Orbital pseudotumor Fear that if we start crying, we may never be able to stop Pain Feeling trapped into seeing something you do not want to see, or not seeing what you do want to see Pigment dispersion syndrome Unrecognized, incorrect beliefs about self that prevent us from being compassionate. See glaucoma Pink eye Anger and sorrow over a recent disappointment and believing that someone else is to blame. See self-righteousness, victim, COVID-19 Presbyopia Inflexibility. Is it time for a new outlook on life? Ptosis Pattern of fighting with self over every single decision we make due to not having been allowed to make age-appropriate decisions during childhood and adolescence. We can become unable or unwilling to trust in self to do what is right. See contributing factors: cancerous tumour or cyst in the spinal column, neck trauma, stroke Issues that can arise: Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis, autoimmune diseases, Guillain-Barré syndrome, multiple sclerosis, Parkinson's disease In children See birth abnormalities Puffy Irritated - or sad - with what we are seeing or witnessing Retinitis pigmentosa Belief that spirituality is ok for the other guy, but that we personally have no need for such silliness. See birth abnormalities, keratoconus Reversal of vision metamorphopsia Sudden, shocking fear that we may be overlooking something vitally important, or that things may not be as we believed or perceived. See stroke, traumatic brain injury, vertigo Stye Unable or unwilling to release tears over our painful experiences (it is ok to cry!). If chronic, practice the Grieving exercise Tearing or watery Negative - Purposely holding back tears. Positive - Feeling unconditional love. See signals Thyroid eye disorder Unable or unwilling to relax and trust; being on guard and on the look-out for danger all the time. See autoimmune diseases, Graves' disease Twitching Signal that something needs to be examined more closely | ||||||||||||||
| Face | Represents how we face life How we see ourselves can manifest in the face. Facial abnormalities in children can be a reflection of spiritual difficulties within the family unit that are not being dealt with or "faced". See acne, avoidance, Bell's palsy, birth abnormalities, cheeks, chin, face blindness, rosacea, wrinkles Issues that can arise Bell's Palsy Holding back tears. Unwilling to enjoy life (spite). Unwilling to verbally express sorrow and/or distress. Looking for a way out, fear of being caught and held responsible. Not wanting to hear, denial Chilblains Wishing to live in a different environment but seeing no way to get there, and feeling impatient and frustrated. See affected body part (face, fingers, toes) for more detail, as well as lupus, Raynaud's disease Pain Wanting to hide from that which we fear will be a painful revelation or confrontation Swelling Needing compassion, nurturing and sympathy for all of our suffering. See inflammation. Can be triggered by allergic reactions, cellulitis, pink eye, hormone imbalance, self-imposed stress, side effects, sinusitis, stye, surgery, thyroid diseases Trigeminal neuralgia (tic douloureux) A false belief system or an inner conflict is causing us to suffer increasing pressure to resolve it, once and for all. Find the issue by examining whatever triggers the pain. Correct the false belief by learning the universal truth through meditation. Resolve the issue through forgiveness both for self and others. See brain cancer, facial trauma, multiple sclerosis, root canal, stroke | ||||||||||||||
| Feet | Represent how we feel about the direction of our life path See toes, joints, knuckles, walk (gait) Issues that can arise Arthritis Emotional pain from past experiences that has not yet been released (habitual lack of forgiveness for self and others). Every new emotional injury adds to the buildup Athlete’s foot Feeling like an unknowing, unsuspecting victim of someone’s lack of caring Ball of the foot - pain Belief or fear that anything we do to help ourselves will, eventually, backfire and hurt us. See metatarsalgia Broken foot Wishing for a troubling situation to change but unable or unwilling to do anything to make the change happen Bunions Avoidance of our true calling, of truth, of desire. Habitually holding anyone or anything else but self responsible for our problems and failures, yet always feeling responsible for everyone and everything. Aggravated by having to carry someone else’s load or feeling that we are carrying the whole load alone and not being appreciated
Bursitis Unable or unwilling to adapt to unexpected changes on our life's path. See affected toe Claw toes Hanging on desperately for dear life due to feeling unsupported by those responsible for caring for us. See affected toe Clubfoot Fear of what might happen if we do our very best and still fail to be "perfect". See birth abnormalities Corns and calluses Craving approval from one and all, yet pretending not to need it, and withholding it from everyone Cuboid syndrome Low or unstable self-esteem such that self-condemnation kicks in at the first sign of a disagreement. A cascade of negative thoughts and emotions ensues, including anger, fear and feeling like a victim Drop foot Fear that we are incapable of living independently Duck footed Feeling fully justified in taking more than our fair share. See greed, splayed feet Flat (fallen arches) Inability to stand up for oneself. Hopeless that we will ever feel joy in life after having suffered a devastating loss Change the pattern Grieve the losses, build self-esteem, forgive Fungal infections Wanting to hide, and wanting to hide from, the (supposedly) shameful, dirty truth. Remember that while God does not ever judge, criticise or condemn us, he does allow us to experience the logical outcomes of our spiritual choices. See free will Fungus Ugly thoughts, attitudes and/or emotions eating at us (condemnation, embarrassment, guilt, shame). See athlete's foot Ganglion cyst Pattern of denying our true calling, both to self and to anyone who will listen Haglund’s deformity What is gnawing at us? Unhappy with the path we are walking. Deep sorrow over a poor life choice and possibly blaming someone else for it Hammertoe Fear. Clenching. Living in dread. Feeling as if constantly walking on broken glass (can show that our life path is filled with pain and needs to be swept clean). See affected toe Heels Represent core beliefs about the role we have taken on in this current lifetime
Hollow (cavus) foot or high arch Pretending to ourselves that we are loved and supported, yet knowing that we are not. Can people not see how desperately we need their support? See broken foot, claw toes, hammertoes, metatarsalgia, plantar fasciitis, sprained ankle Metatarsalgia Unable or unwilling to comfort self, believing that we deserve to suffer - every step of our life’s path. See ball of the foot - pain Morton’s neuroma Habitually selling self short to gain sympathy or to escape responsibilities, or habitually over-stating our abilities or accomplishments in order to gain someone's approval Numb Belief that something we want to happen will never happen Plantar fasciitis Regret over a life path taken that we did not desire or choose. Not that we are unhappy with the current situation; we just wonder what it would have been like to have been able to follow our chosen path Plantar fibroma Fear that when our current stage of life or project is complete, no new 'next step' or project will be revealed, and we will become useless. Can be the "empty nest syndrome" manifesting in physical Plantar warts Walking our path in a cold, heartless way and blaming someone for making us be that way. See HPV Sole of the foot - pain Unable or unwilling to forgive a hurt that someone caused, believing that it was intentional Sore feet Walking our path with unresolved spiritual issues and no interest in gaining resolution. See echo chamber Splayed feet Endlessly searching for someone to provide us with emotional or spiritual stability yet finding none. See duck-footed, flat feet), hollow (cavus) foot or high arch Tingling or vibrating Signal from the Universe during a stressful situation that things are going to be all right Top of the foot - pain Fear of retribution from an unkind source | ||||||||||||||
| Fetal Alcohol Spectrum Disorders (FASDs) | If arising from the mother-to-be unintentionally exposing her unborn baby to alcohol, required life experiences are being presented for the entire family. If arising from the mother-to-be intentionally exposing her unborn baby to alcohol, a karmic situation or debt exists between mother, baby and entire family. While not currently physically curable, the effects of FASDs can be greatly eased by the entire family practicing unconditional love, patience, tolerance, and forgiveness, and by not blaming or guilt-tripping. See addiction, birth abnormalities Secondary conditions See ADHD, addiction, anxiety, depression, eating disorders, PTSD
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| Fibromyalgia | Conviction that no one cares more about anyone or anything than us. Unable to discern the value of differences between people. Wishing to be left alone. Fear of the next attack, not only of the condition, but also from a loved one or a supposed friend. See autoimmune diseases Spiritual effects Anxiety, depression, distrust, martyr, perfectionism, self-righteousness, victim, worry Physical effects Arthritis, dizziness, irritable bowel syndrome, knee problems Change the pattern Meditate to learn to come to peace with the past | ||||||||||||||
| Fingers | Represent how we feel about how our life's work See hands, fingernails, joints, knuckles Table 03: The fingers and their spiritual aspect
Issues that can arise Arthritis Placing excessive importance on what others are doing wrong (judgment, criticism, condemnation). Lots of finger-pointing and shaming. Fear that all that needs to be done will not get done in time. See affected finger Bent or broken Incorrect belief in a particular area. See affected finger Brachydactyly Condition arising from long-held family pattern of feeling 'less-than' or 'outcast', and fighting to overcome the deficits created by the belief system(s). See birth abnormalities, karma Bursitis Unable or unwilling to adapt to unexpected changes in our work. See affected finger Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us. See affected finger Fungus Ugly thoughts eating at us (condemnation, embarrassment, guilt, shame). See affected finger Ingrown nail Feeling like we are always running late (blame, revenge, spite). See affected finger Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance. See affected finger Trigger-finger Extreme frustration in a particular area. See affected finger | ||||||||||||||
| Flu (influenza) | Can occur if we are about to be tested and fear failure or success. Often used as an excuse to get out of commitments that we wish had not been made (avoidance) - just saying "no" can be a vaccine. The fear of being held responsible can make us wish we were sick and, since the Universal Intelligence responds to our thoughts, lo and behold, we get sick. Fear of being a victim. Deep need for one-on-one attention or to receive the same special considerations as our sick friends, or a desire to be looked after H1N1 Wanting to be taken seriously, or to be rewarded in spite of our failures or shortcomings | ||||||||||||||
| Fungus | Represents holding onto negative ideas or beliefs about self or others Issues that can arise Fungal infections Wanting to hide, and wanting to hide from, the (supposedly) shameful, dirty truth. It is important to remember that while God does not ever judge, criticise or condemn us, he does allow us to experience the logical outcomes of our spiritual choices. See free will, guilt
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| Gallbladder | Represents our ability to process, or digest, our thoughts, attitudes and emotions Issues that can arise Abscess Obsessive, poisonous thoughts that are focused on justifying our reasons for choosing to act or not act in a certain way Attack Condemning self for a decision we made a short time ago, up to a day or two before the attack ("What have I done?!"). We might justify the decision in different ways, but inside, we fear that others think it was made for purely selfish reasons and are condemning us for it Biliary dyskinesia Obsessively repeating our reasons to believe that nothing seems to work right for us - EVER. Could be something like, “God hates me” or, “Nobody ever helps or supports me”. See blame, victim Cancer Obsessive, poisonous thoughts that have infected every belief we have about life and the process of living and hating self for thinking them, yet feeling the belief is fully justified and so doing nothing to change them Gallstones
Gangrene Successfully convincing self of the truthfulness of all the horrible thoughts we have, and completely unwilling to look for other options Inflammation Obsessively repeating thoughts about all the supposed selfless deeds we have accomplished, to build self-esteem where almost none exists or to justify our self-righteous arrogance Perforation Giving up on ever finding good in anyone or anything, especially self Polyps Falsely soothing our hurt feelings with bitter untruths Sclerosing cholangitis Repeated bouts of vicious condemnation of self or others, followed by periods of remorse and hoping that the words are untrue but doubting that they are | ||||||||||||||
| Gangrene | Results from giving up on the idea that our pain and anguish can ever be compensated for by those who have harmed us (resentment), and that since our pain is worse than anyone else’s, it can never be resolved or released. See cellulitis, diabetes, infection | ||||||||||||||
| Glands | The glands represent our ability and/or desire to sustain and nurture ourselves. Their function is improved or impaired by our reactions to our life experiences. See affected glandular system: Endocrine Pineal gland, pituitary gland, thymus, thyroid and two adrenal glands. See affected organs that act as glands: kidneys, ovaries, pancreas, testes Exocrine Lacrimal glands, mammary glands, salivary glands, sebaceous glands, sweat glands | ||||||||||||||
| Gonads | Provide the building blocks by which energy may manifest into matter When sperm (see testis) fertilizes egg (see ovary), a channel opens, by which an incoming soul may enter physical life Ovary Produces eggs, which if fertilized by sperm, are the means by which thought may manifest in matter Issues that can arise Cancer Unable or unwilling to let go of the life that could / should have been with the child we could / should have had. Fearing that God has forsaken us or is punishing us by not giving us what we want. Strong belief that something is terribly wrong with us and with anything we create Ovarian cyst Wanting to do or create something that is outside of our realm of experience, but not knowing what it is or how to bring it into existence. See hormonal problems, pregnancy, endometriosis, pelvic infection
Ovarian torsion Fear of being judged, criticised or condemned that prevents us from expressing our creativity Polycystic ovary syndrome Deep concern that having a child will cause our loved ones to ignore us in favour of the child (fear of abandonment), or fear that the child will cause us no end of grief, as we think we did for our parents (self-condemnation). See obesity/overweight Premature ovarian failure Belief or fear that "God hates me because I have done nothing meaningful in my life" or an "I give up" attitude Rupture Futile, impotent rage at feeling unable to fully express ourselves Testis Produces sperm, the vehicle by which thought may become manifest in matter Issues that can arise Cancer A negative idea or belief about self, others, God, or the world in which we live, has formed and fear of it manifesting in reality is growing in intensity Pain See accidents, inguinal hernia, kidney stones, prostatitis, urinary tract infections Testicular torsion Fear of what the future holds for us and strong doubt that we will be successful in life | ||||||||||||||
| Groin | Represents our ability and/or willingness to take the actions needed to move us onward and upward Issues that can arise Strained Resisting taking the next step, preferring to stay in a safe place even if it means losing out on opportunities | ||||||||||||||
| Guillain-Barré syndrome | Belief that a recent choice or action has left us open for invisible negative forces to invade and torment us. See Can negative energies and entities harm us? | ||||||||||||||
| Gums | Represent our innermost feelings about how we support ourselves See lips, mouth, teeth, tongue Issues that can arise Bleeding Worry, worry, worry Gum disease Feeling overstressed, overworked and under-appreciated Inflamed Unable or unwilling to take the necessary time to care of our physical needs Receding Anger over being unable to win the approval of someone who is highly unlikely to give it Swollen Desperate need to do well enough to win the approval of someone who is highly unlikely to give it. Self-imposed stress | ||||||||||||||
| Hair | Represents our thoughts and how we feel about them Issues that can arise Alopecia Chronic self-condemnation for every mistake we have ever made Baldness Frustration with any imperfection. Worry, worry, worry Dandruff Chronic worry that someone in a position of power will judge, criticise and condemn our work Dry Tendency to overthink every little thing for fear of making a mistake. Feeling that we are at risk of imminent emotional, physical or verbal attack Excessive hair growth Trying to cover up a secret. Self-condemnation Folliculitis Unable or unwilling to express our thoughts and feelings about the true cause of our misery and suffering. See barber’s itch, boils and carbuncles, infection
Gray (if younger than 30) Physical manifestation of a family pattern of unwillingness to show vulnerability or weakness Hiding behind one's hair Manoeuver to deny access to those who would dare to look or question Ingrown Fear that our best efforts to conceal a secret will fail Loss of eyelashes No way to protect self from being hurt by seeing the ugliness in the world Self-inflicted removal (Includes over-plucking eyebrows, pulling out hair or excessive body hair removal) Deep emotional or spiritual pain after a traumatic experience. Guilt, shame, spite | ||||||||||||||
| Hands | Represent how we feel about our work and our performance of it See fingers, fingernails, joints, knuckles Issues that can arise Arthritis Placing excessive importance on what others are doing wrong (judging, criticising, condemning). Lots of finger-pointing. Fear that all that needs to be done will not get done in time Back of the hand - if injured Wanting to slap someone or fearing retribution Broken A recent decision has created unforeseen, unfavourable repercussions Carpal tunnel syndrome Doing a job that we would rather not be doing, and feeling unfulfilled, unappreciated and frustrated, and resisting making any changes Dupuytren's contracture Trying to understand an important spiritual concept that seems just beyond our grasp. It is related to our family dynamic and feels more important with each passing year, yet harder to pin down. Not 'getting it' only makes matters worse for self and exasperated family members. See birth abnormalities, What is karma? Fungus Ugly thoughts eating at us (embarrassment, guilt, self-condemnation, shame) Ganglion cyst Pattern of denying our true calling, both to self and to anyone who will listen Numb or tingling or vibrating Belief that we will never find our ideal career. Signal that we are being guided, for example, if shopping and our hand starts tingling over a certain object - either BUY it or BYE it - that is to say, it is time to ask whether to buy it or leave it Palm - if injured Unable or unwilling to give and take, or wanting to slap someone | ||||||||||||||
| Handwriting | If illegible, wanting not to be understood or wanting to be misunderstood and keeping secrets | ||||||||||||||
| Hangover | See addiction, abandonment, guilt, shame, self-condemnation Chronic Can be created by a need to soothe or placate ourselves for putting up with abuse from others. We may think we are rewarding ourselves, but is it really a reward if it hurts us? Occasional Can occur after celebrating something for which we feel no real joy | ||||||||||||||
| Headaches | Feeling trapped. Headaches are often used as a way to to punish ourselves, as an excuse or to escape responsibilities or commitments, or to under-perform. See head pain, abandonment, avoidance, chronic confusion, distress, fear of commitment, worry Migraine aura Unable to accept the truth about a troubling issue because it would interfere with our desired course of action Migraine headache Feeling helpless and hopeless to resolve an ongoing issue, yet unable or unwilling to seek options or ask for help Retinal migraine Feeling blind-sided by the actions of someone we considered to be a friend | ||||||||||||||
| Heart | Represents our ability to sustain self Issues that can arise Aneurysm (thoracic aortic) Unable or unwilling to admit to self that we made mistakes that harmed our loved ones Angina Sudden, intense fear that we risk repeating a past mistake Aortic dissection (The most common aortic catastrophe) Extreme difficulty in understanding how someone could have been so cruel Arrhythmia Unable or unwilling to submit to a routine or schedule for fear of appearing weak Atrial fibrillation Wanting to comply with schedules and routines set by others because it is the right thing to do, but fiercely resisting, because the thought of having to do what ‘they’ say creates so much mental chaos and emotional turmoil that it is physically unsettling Broken heart syndrome Triggered by stressful situations such as the death of a loved one, a serious physical illness or surgery. Results from a sudden realization that we are not in control of life and death situations. See cardiac arrest Cardiac arrest Sudden fear that our life choices have been incorrect and hurtful (see forgiveness) and that there is no way to fix the damage (shame) Cardiomyopathy Unable or unwilling to acknowledge the truth about our family's spiritual environment If from birth See birth abnormalities If acquired See contributing factors Types
Congestive heart failure Unable to withstand the pressures of pretending to be successful while feeling like a failure (see arteriosclerosis, high blood pressure) Erythromelalgia Gradual (or sudden) realization that there may be no escape from the current situation, or relief from the burdens we carry. See autoimmune diseases, birth abnormalities (including genetic disorders), blood vessels, chronic pain, Inflammation, lupus, peripheral vascular disease (peripheral neuropathy), polycythemia vera, Raynaud's disease, Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD) or CRPS Heart disease Pattern of avoiding dealing with our problems in favour of focusing on matters beyond our control. Can also manifest in our physical home as heating/cooling system problems. Those with heart disease may be perceived to be heartless, or at the other end of the spectrum, selfless Sounds like "You’re breaking my heart” (guilt trip, martyr) Heart problems in children Can be a reflection of spiritual/emotional difficulties within the family unit. Heart/lung disorders can also manifest in our physical home as drainage and/or heating/cooling system problems. Irregular heartbeat can show that we are unable or unwilling to follow a schedule or a routine. See birth abnormalities Irregular heartbeat Unable or unwilling to follow a schedule or routine. See silent rebellion Murmur Family pattern of being emotionally cold or emotionally smothering - in the extreme - and condemning any family member who dares to behave differently. See birth abnormalities, karma Myocardial infarction (heart attack) Belief that an imminent change will be lethally devastating Myocarditis Fear of change, wanting everything to remain the same. See inflammation Pericarditis Squeezing the joy out of life with never-ending thoughts about how circumstances or other people are preventing us from enjoying life (blame). Could be our job, our past, fear of what the future holds, or family members, friends, co-workers, or even complete strangers Change the pattern Learn to build stable self-esteem Phlebitis Fury over our inability to control everyone and everything. Chronic refusal to simply let go and trust. Crippling desire to make everyone else as miserable as self Raynaud's disease Pattern of responding to perceived threats in an exaggerated way to regain control of a situation. The effect can be overt (like screaming at the mere sight of an insect or having a temper tantrum if not getting our way) or covert (withholding expression of strong emotions or even flatly refusing to speak [see cold shoulder]). See peripheral vascular disease | ||||||||||||||
| Hernia | Represents trying too hard Femoral Feeling trapped and wanting to run away but unable to leave the current situation for fear of even worse conditions elsewhere. Victim Hiatal Living in an overly controlled environment; too much pressure to follow rules and live up to others' expectations. Anger, repression, suppression Incisional Stubbornly holding onto old wounds (resentment) and feeling fully justified in doing so Inguinal Self-condemnation, trying to win over a tough critic Paresophageal Forcing self into believing what we know to be a horrific lie in order to maintain a relationship Umbilical Trying to force someone into a co-dependent relationship | ||||||||||||||
| Herpes simplex virus (HSV) | HSV-1 - Cold sores, fever blisters, herpes whitlow Inaccurate beliefs about self, e.g., "I'm so bad" or "I'm so wonderful". Unable or unwilling to accept that we are no better or worse than anyone else - we are just normal HSV-2 - Genital herpes, herpes whitlow Belief that sex is bad, or belief that God says that sex is bad, but feeling powerless to stop wanting to have it. Guilt, self-condemnation, shame. See HIV / AIDS, sexually transmitted diseases (STD's) HSV-3 - Shingles Childish reaction to a challenging life experience. Belief that there is no protection from the ugliness and negativity in the world. Victim HSV-3 - Ramsay Hunt syndrome (or Herpes Zoster Oticus) Desire to hide away from the ugliness and negativity in others, and either denying or not realizing that it is also within self. It is within everyone in human form HHV-4 - Epstein-Barr virus Saying "No" but either being ignored or coaxed into agreement, or feeling that there is no way to get out of commitments that we felt pressured into accepting because of a fear of saying, "No". And it keeps happening. See mononucleosis HHV-5 - Cytomegalovirus Feeling like a victim of our own caring and concern | ||||||||||||||
| Hips | Represent our comfort (or lack thereof) with letting go of the past See pelvis Issues that can arise Arthritis Unable to move forward for fear of leaving someone or something behind, or of being left behind (abandonment) or of becoming useless. Unable or unwilling to release an out-dated belief Broken Anger that we are being forced to change because of changes that occurred that were beyond our control. See victim Bursitis Anger and distress about the constant changes that life brings Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance | ||||||||||||||
| Hoarding | Chronic, desperate emotional neediness and a stubborn refusal to allow anyone to help; instead choosing to meet our own needs. The need to hoard items that are trash shows that we have condemned self and feel worthless (victim); the need to shop for new items shows that we feel the need to be rewarded for all of our suffering. See addiction, avoidance, defiance, denial, greed, insolence, isolation, manipulation, pathological lying, silent rebellion Pet hoarding Belief that no one will care for this poor, defenseless animal except me. This expresses an unresolved inner conflict of having received what we think was too little or too much attention from our caregivers | ||||||||||||||
| Hormones | Represent our ability to regulate our emotional reactions to challenging life experiences. See glands Issues that can arise Andropause Major physical life change that can create challenges to our self-esteem. Can show how well or poorly we adapt to change. Can help us better understand the challenges facing adolescents as they experience puberty, or the physical challenges facing females throughout life (see compassion). Meditating to understand the spiritual component of the physical issues arising can reduce frequency and duration of symptoms Imbalance Unable or unwilling to adapt to changes that are seemingly out of our control. See victim Menopause Major physical life change that can create challenges to maintain our sense of self. Can show us how well or how poorly we adapt to change. Can help us better understand the challenges that face adolescents as they experience puberty (see compassion). Like the flu and the menstrual cycle, menopause is often used as an excuse when one needs a rest and yet is unable or unwilling to speak up for self. It is also used as an excuse to under-perform or to be 'bitchy'. Those who have severe problems with menopause may have a victim or martyr mentality. Pain or discomfort can be reduced, or even completely eliminated, by just saying "No" without guilt. The uncomfortable effects of hot flashes can be reduced by paying attention to our critical or condemning thoughts. The uncomfortable effects of frequent urination (nocturia) can be reduced by decreasing worry (see Section 9, How to stop worrying) |
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| Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) | Belief that we do not deserve to have a happy, healthy life, or even to be alive. See AIDS, genital herpes, tuberculosis, guilt, shame, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Hypochondria | Chronic, compulsive need to receive focused, sympathetic attention from an authority figure, to steal attention from others (see envy), to avoid responsibilities, to be in crisis, or to punish self by assuming that we have a serious or life-threatening disease so as to compensate for any success we may have. Fear of retribution (from God) for every mistake that we have ever made; or fear that we are not living up to our life purpose and so will be punished; or fear that we have no value and no right to be alive, or at least that we should be suffering. Worry, worry, worry. See Munchausen's syndrome by proxy, somatic or psychosomatic symptom disorder Belief that one has (or will develop) a terminal disease Obsessive thoughts that every twitch, itch, bump, lump or pain is a symptom of a deadly disorder. Belief that every warning about foods, substances, diseases, etc. applies to self. Belief that if our associates develop a disease, "it's only a matter of time until I will get it too". See accident proneness, fear of death/dying, fear of invasion | ||||||||||||||
| Hypothalamus gland | The brain is the soul’s wheelhouse during physical incarnation; the pineal gland is its helm, and the pituitary and hypothalamus glands are its commanders. This gland stimulates or inhibits many of our body's most important processes in accordance with our reactions to our life experiences Issues that can arise See diabetes insipidus, hypopituitarism, Sheehan's syndrome | ||||||||||||||
| I don't feel like it syndrome | When given an opportunity to do something helpful or productive, we often use the old excuse of, "I don’t feel like it." What we are really saying is, “No”. It is all about power and control, and doing as we have been asked can be seen as a sign of weakness. Saying “I don't feel like it” is the polite way of keeping control and feeling strong. The challenge is to do as asked, even though we may not want to. Instead of telling ourselves that we are already doing enough, make that extra effort. Be prepared to work though, because once we get started, our mindset usually changes and enthusiasm sets in. Note: This pattern is not a manifestation of laziness | ||||||||||||||
| Immune system | Represents our ability to protect self Issues that can arise Antiphospholipid syndrome - primary Feeling threatened by impending change Antiphospholipid syndrome - secondary Chronic fear of invasion Autoimmune deficiency syndrome (AIDS) Many believe that this condition is a punishment sent by God. It is not (see unconditional love). Can occur in the presence of utter despair or deep shame, or where there is a complete lack of self-esteem or sense of self-worth. Can occur if we have been deprived of approval from our caregivers and/or loved ones. Can occur when we are the victim of someone's selfish lack of regard for others. See genital herpes, HIV, sexually transmitted diseases (STD's), tuberculosis Autoimmune diseases Holding self to excessively high standards (perfectionism), but wondering why since no one else does, and using this as an excuse to harshly criticise others. Includes vicious self-condemnation for the tiniest infraction of those standards. Diseases can also arise if we have no way to know whether to expect cruelty or kindness from those around us, and our system can over-compensate with self-protection - just in case we are attacked. See Addison's disease alopecia ankylosing spondylitis antiphospholipid syndrome autoimmune pancreatitis (IgG4) celiac disease Crohn's disease diabetes insipidus diabetes Type 1 endometriosis fibromyalgia giant cell arteritis Graves' disease Guillain-Barré syndrome hidradenitis suppurativa inflammatory bowel disease interstitial cystitis lupus Lyme disease Ménière's disease psoriasis psoriatic arthritis restless leg syndrome rheumatoid arthritis Sjogren’s syndrome ulcerative colitis vasculitis vitiligo Autoimmune disorders Our immune system becomes out of balance due to not knowing whether to expect cruelty or kindness from those around us, and it over-compensates with self-protection - just in case Compromised Chronic fear of being attacked, whether verbally, emotionally or physically or spiritually Cytomegalovirus Feeling like a victim of our own caring and concern Giant cell arteritis Always thinking "If I had known my life was going to turn out like this, I never would have allowed myself to feel happy. Ever." See autoimmune diseases, polymyalgia rheumatica Change the pattern Time for some spiritual exercises. Try them all, but especially forgiveness, grieving, guilt-buster Mast cell activation syndrome Over-reaction to reminders of previous traumatic events that have not yet been resolved Spiritual components Distress, distrust, fear of invasion, low or unstable self-esteem, stress Physical components See individual disorder or affected area of the body Polymyalgia rheumatica Tired... of life, of working hard but never seeming to achieve what we really want, of no longer receiving the nurturing we used to receive. See giant cell arteritis (related condition), depression, hips, shoulders, muscle pain Sjogren’s syndrome Habitually denying self of nurturing, and unable or unwilling to acknowledge our hurts Spiritual components Despair, grief, martyrdom, victim Physical components Autoimmune diseases, dry eyes, dry mouth, lupus, rheumatoid arthritis | ||||||||||||||
| Impotence | Complex disorder caused by a combination of several physical and spiritual conditions; however, the root spiritual cause can be traced to a desire to withhold pleasure either from self or from our partner Spiritual components Anxiety, depression, fear, spite, revenge, stress Physical components Addiction, atherosclerosis, bent penis, diabetes, heart disease, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, multiple sclerosis, obesity/overweight, Parkinson's disease, sleep disorders, spinal cord injuries | ||||||||||||||
| Incontinentia pigmenti | This genetic condition (see birth abnormalities) can result from a long-standing family pattern of legacy guilt, blame and shame, and feeling like a victim due to not really knowing the reason for it all and feeling unable to escape. See autoimmune diseases, skin, eyes, teeth, spinal column Change the pattern: Meditate to learn the contributing thought patterns. Build a pattern of forgiveness of self for past words spoken or unspoken and deeds done or not done | ||||||||||||||
| Infection | Frustration that our desires are always being denied and belief that they will never be met. See cellulitis, fungal infections, gangrene, HIV / AIDS, mastoiditis, parasites, sepsis, tuberculosis, victim, zoonotic viruses Sounds like "I never get what I want" or "When is it going to be my turn?" Bacterial versus Viral infections The difference between bacterial and viral infections is that some bacterial infections can occur spontaneously. In such a case, the spiritual component is purely from within self and requires no input from the environment to manifest in physical. Communicable infections, whether bacterial or viral, are spread by contact with infected people or contaminated surfaces, air, food or water. With these, the spiritual component arises from within self but the infection requires input from the environment to manifest in physical Issues that can arise Sarcoidosis Unable or unwilling to let go of past hurts, and obsessing about what we will do to get even. See affected body part, resentment | ||||||||||||||
| Infertility | Represents inability or unrecognized unwillingness to reproduce See miscarriage, required life experiences. Can result from any of the following: Congenital adrenal hyperplasia Results from parental inability or unwillingness to provide the child with the spiritual necessities of life (unconditional love, compassion, emotional support, etc.) Delayed ejaculation Self-condemnation to the point of denying self the pleasure of fulfillment. Often carries over into other areas of life besides sex/reproduction Endometriosis Needing to control every little thing. Overly dependent on our mate (co-dependent relationship), or holding onto a core belief that is narrow-minded or out-dated. See miscarriage Endometritis Unrecognized anger toward self and our part in the reproductive process. See miscarriage Fallopian tube issues Feeling that our progress in life is being blocked by unseen forces, often called "bad luck" or a belief that "God must hate me". See Can negative energies and entities harm us? Genetic abnormalities Conditions arising from our ancestors' unresolved traumatic life events. See birth abnormalities Low sperm count Unrecognized and/or unresolved anger with our father Premature ejaculation Feeling unworthy to experience the pleasure of the sexual act. See embarrassment, guilt, shame Prolactinoma Desperate for loving attention yet knowing it is unlikely to be given Secondary infertility Fear of seeming to be greedy Semen allergy Unrecognized or unresolved issue with our mate Weight issues Lack of spiritual stability. See eating disorders | ||||||||||||||
| Inflammation | Unable or unwilling to let go of the past. See fear of change Bladder Anger (pissed off) and unwillingness to express it because they should already know Chronic Lack of forgiveness for those who have harmed us, including self Gallbladder Obsessively repeating thoughts about all the supposedly selfless deeds we have accomplished, to build self-esteem where almost none exists or to justify our self-righteous arrogance Joints Overcompensating for spiritual deficits. See affected joint Panniculitis Holding ontoself-hatred, believing that to not do so would be disloyal to those who taught us to do so. See affected body part Related conditions: Sclerosing mesenteritis | ||||||||||||||
| Insect stings or bites | Chronic fear of being an unsuspecting dupe, or fear of things that we cannot control. See anaphylaxis, Lyme disease | ||||||||||||||
| Jaw | Represents determination and perseverance Issues that can arise Broken Fear that a recent decision or event is going to have disastrous results Dislocation Sudden loss of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us Lockjaw Unable or unwilling to stop obsessing about the reason for a recent injury, possibly blaming someone for it. Forgiveness is key to easing the effects Osteonecrosis Unable or unwilling to stop complaining. Intense belief that others are not living up to their responsibilities and that we are beyond reproach; that we have done nothing whatsoever to create our current difficulties. See help-rejecting complainer Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance TMJ disorder Displeasure with our emotional environment but feeling unable or stubbornly unwilling to do anything about it. Wanting everyone else to change. Rigid, negative beliefs. See blame, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Joints | Represent our ease and comfort, or lack thereof, with change Ankles Elbows Fingers Hips Jaw Knees Knuckles Neck Shoulders Toes Wrists See cartilage, ligaments, muscles, tendons Issues that can arise Arthritic (aching) Over-compensating for a perceived weakness in a particular area. Often develops after a joint has been injured, but releasing anger and blame over the injury can be help to prevent it from forming. See affected joint Bursitis Represents inflexibility, unwillingness to 'go with the flow'. See affected joint Cracking - Intentional Feeling that we have no voice and are not worthy of receiving attention. See affected joint Cracking - Unintentional Not acting on our desires, not knowing them yet wanting some way to be recognized. See affected joint Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us. See affected joint Ehlers-Danlos syndrome Fear of abandonment that has manifested into the family's genetic makeup. Issues arising from the syndrome can be lessened by believing that one is worthy of love and support. See birth abnormalities Inflammation Overcompensating for spiritual deficits. See affected joint Ligament damage Unable or unwilling to stay committed to our chosen path, or living without a firm purpose and so veering from one project to another without ever accomplishing anything and hating self for it Pain Unable or unwilling to do that which needs to be done. See affected joint Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance. See affected joint | ||||||||||||||
| Kidneys | Represent our ability to know right from wrong Issues that can arise Ectopic If from birth Legacy family pattern of promising to do the right thing, but never really following through due to the risk of getting into trouble. See birth abnormalities If acquired Chronic pattern of avoiding taking responsibility for our choices, instead blaming our actions on others. See vesicoureteral reflux Gitelman syndrome Unable or unwilling to nurture self, preferring instead to be dependent on others by using guilt trips and manipulation If from birth Legacy family pattern of co-dependent relationships, guilt trips and manipulation If acquired See autoimmune diseases, Sjogren’s syndrome Kidney problems Unable or unwilling to discern truth due to having had dishonest caregiver(s) in childhood, relying on dishonest authority figures in adulthood, and wanting to be treated like a child so as to avoid conflict with them. Hating every minute of it but unable or unwilling to make any meaningful changes. See victim Kidney/renal failure when caused by:
Proteinurea Belief that our strength can only be used if someone gives us permission. Can result if a parent or caregiver publicly shames a child for not being able to prevent making a mistake or for suffering an injury. The child’s resulting anger and shattered self-esteem can set up a behaviour pattern whereby the child becomes emotionally stunted and therefore overly reliant on others for emotional leadership. See fear of failure or success, fear of looking stupid Stones Obsessing about what others think about us or our choices and believing that they think we are stupid, because we believe we are stupid and therefore unworthy. Tendency to deprive self of basic spiritual needs due to condemning self and feeling like a martyr or a victim | ||||||||||||||
| Knees | Represent our ability to cope with learning that people and things are not as we believe or hope they are Issues that can arise Arthritis Distrust in our ability to recover from defeat or loss. Habitually living in victim mode, always fearing the next offense. See fear of invasion Baker's cyst Trying to protect self from crippling blows to our self-esteem Broken Always feeling at risk of being publicly humiliated Bursitis Angry about feeling unprotected Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us Floating kneecap Trying too hard to protect self from unknown dangers or enemies. Living in constant fear Inclusion body myositis Terrified at the thought of the next challenge and the damage it will do to our life, and expecting it to come in the very next moment. See muscles Knee problems Fear of being attacked from behind, or by an unknown, unseen enemy. Fear of becoming a victim and being brought to our knees. See distrust, arrogance and/or ego, fear of invasion Knock-kneed Fear, fear, fear and not having been taught the emotional tools with which to set it aside Ligament damage Unable or unwilling to stay committed to our chosen path, or living without a firm purpose and so veering from one project to another without ever accomplishing anything and hating self for it Meniscus pain Feeling that we are under assault from a trusted source. They are telling us something we do not wish to hear and there is no way to protect self from the ugly truth Meniscus tear A long-held belief has been found to be untrue, and the new truth feels like a blow to our ego Osgood-Schlatter disease Difficulty in processing rapid change; impatient to see what is coming next. Looking everywhere for guidance as to what kind of person to be, but not knowing whose opinion to trust, or after whom to model self Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance | ||||||||||||||
| Knuckles | Represent our ease or lack thereof with expressing our hidden desires Issues that can arise See affected finger, toe, or joint
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| Lacrimal glands | These glands serve both physical and spiritual purposes. The physical purpose is to maintain the eye surface via tears that cleanse and moisturize. Spiritually, these glands provide us with a release for strong emotions (anger, fear, joy, relief, unconditional love) via tears released during crying. The act of crying is a physical expression of our spiritual pain or pleasure Issues that can arise See pink eye, sarcoidosis Blocked tear duct Can result from habitually not allowing self to cry over important life experiences, whether they caused us pain or pleasure. Stifling self-expression is a sure sign that we have suffered repression Dry eyes Lacking compassion, empathy for self. “No one cares about my hurts, so why should I?” Prolapse Unable or unwilling to change that we are overburdened and overstressed. We may find it difficult to ask for help even when we are desperate Swelling If acute, see Epstein-Barr virus, mumps If chronic, see thyroid eye disorder, sarcoidosis and orbital pseudotumor Tumour Whether benign or malignant, a tumour can indicate that our thoughts are focused on painful issues that need to be acknowledged, resolved and released. See Spiritual decluttering Watery eyes or tearing Negative - Purposely holding back tears. Positive - Feeling unconditional love. See signals | ||||||||||||||
| Lactose (or food) intolerance | Can be any or all of the following:
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| Laziness (behaviour) | Unwilling to do that which needs to be done (see silent rebellion). Doing everything very slowly is dawdling, not laziness (see passive/aggressive and/or aggressive/passive). Telling others that they are lazy is judgment against others and can indicate self-righteousness. See procrastination | ||||||||||||||
| Legs | Represent how we carry ourselves through life See ankles, feet, hips, knees, thighs, toes, walk (gait) Issues that can arise Broken Fear that a recent decision was horribly wrong or that a recent negative experience proves that we are unable to make our way though life. See femur, fibula, tibia Rotation of femur, fibula or tibia Zigzagging through life due to searching everywhere for a solution but unable to decide on a particular path in case it is the wrong one. See help-rejecting complainer Shin splints Trying too hard to get something distasteful over and done with, or trying to achieve too much, too fast in order to win approval from a harsh critic, possibly self Spider veins Wishing we were someplace - anyplace - else, or with someone - anyone - else, and feeling stuck in the planning process to make any changes Varicose veins Wishing we were someplace - anyplace - else, or with someone - anyone - else, but unable or unwilling to do anything about it (victim) | ||||||||||||||
| Ligaments | Represent ability to follow through on commitments See cartilage, joints, muscles, tendons Issues that can arise Ligament damage Unable or unwilling to stay committed to our chosen path, or just living without a firm purpose and so veering from one project to another without ever accomplishing anything and hating self for it Fibrodysplasia Ossificans Progressiva Fear that our foundation and support will be ripped away | ||||||||||||||
| Lips | Represent how we express ourselves without words See gums, mouth, teeth, tongue Issues that can arise Biting If accidental Biting back words that, if spoken aloud, could cause trouble If on purpose Wanting to show someone how badly we want to get it right Chapped or burning Burning to express negative thoughts, attitudes or emotions Cheilitis Holding onto hurtful beliefs even if we know they are false Cold sores or fever blisters Sudden idea that "I'm so bad" or "I'm so wonderful", and unable or unwilling to accept that we are no better or worse than anyone else - we are just normal Cracked Unable or unwilling to allow others the dignity of making mistakes Dry Unable to satisfy our thirst for something that we know is better left untouched. Feeling deprived Pouting Feeling sorry for self and wanting the world to know that we have been offended. See victim Pursed Keeping our judgmental, critical, condemning thoughts to self but hoping someone will notice our displeasure anyway | ||||||||||||||
| Liver | Represents our ability to express or process strong emotions Issues that can arise Liver diseases Anger, envy, jealousy, revenge - just sitting there being relished and savoured, and unwilling to acknowledge it all as being negative, harmful and hurtful Cancer Processing our life experiences with an “everybody else is an idiot and has caused all my problems" attitude (blame), or "I'm an idiot and everybody else is better than me" (self-condemnation). Deep-seated, long-standing anger and feeling fully justified in holding onto it. Feeling abandoned. See liver diseases Cirrhosis Stubborn refusal to see the good - in self, in others, in the world. "What's the point?" Hepatitis Tendency to blame anyone or anything but self for our problems. Failure to accept responsibility for our shortcomings. Extremely difficult to please. See criticism, perfectionism, sexually transmitted diseases (STD's) Jaundice Bitter attitude toward life; nasty temperament; unkind. If a newborn baby, taking on the mother's attitudes. See birth abnormalities Non-alcoholic fatty liver disease Easily offended and unable or unwilling to let go of the resulting anger that can easily turn into resentment and the desire for revenge | ||||||||||||||
| Losing one's belongings | Can happen if we are not concentrating on what we are doing in the moment. If it happens often, can be a sign of living in victim mode, a need to live in chaos so as to avoid dealing with unresolved issues, or an unrecognized need to be nurtured | ||||||||||||||
| Lungs | Represent our ability to give ourselves breathing room, to feel free to make choices, express our thoughts and live life as we would like. Lung disorders can manifest in our physical home as heating / cooling system problems. See upper respiratory infections Issues that can arise Asthma Habitually responding to the unknown with agitation, anxiety, confusion, distrust, fear - a reflection of the home environment. An attack can be a way to control a tense family situation Bronchitis Feeling forced into being the responsible one, and angry about it. Feeling under-appreciated Cancer If the individual smokes, look for the real reason for starting smoking. If the individual has never smoked, look for a “smothering” attitude (could be smothering the truth, could be smothering a loved one, could be being smothered by a loved one, etc.). Is the individual in a co-dependent relationship? COPD Always waiting for the next punishment that we know life will deal us. See upper respiratory infection Collapsed Belief that we have just suffered an intentional attack from a completely unexpected, fully trusted source Constrictive bronchiolitis Chronic, silent, chilling, debilitating expectation of imminent death from no apparent cause Cystic fibrosis Stifling, explosive emotional environment in the home and wanting to put out the fire. See birth abnormalities Emphysema Unable or unwilling to let go of poisonous, stifling beliefs Fungus (Aspergillosis) Drowning in a swamp of sorrow. See grief and do the Grieving exercise Legionnaires’ disease Using others’ negative behaviour as an excuse to be mean, nasty or childish Pleurisy Reacting to a recent life lesson by rejecting or resisting it. If the lesson is accepted and absorbed, full healing is possible. If it is not, a pattern may develop of reacting to future life lessons in the same way, with the resulting pleurisy becoming chronic Pneumonia Extreme disappointment that an important opportunity has been missed, or extreme fear that we just made a very large mistake. See COVID-19 Pontiac fever Sickening feeling that we have been cheated out of the good things in life - again Tuberculosis Belief that we are weak. Feeling at the mercy of those who are strong and in a position of power. Giving up on our ability to survive. See HIV / AIDS Whooping cough HEAR ME! | ||||||||||||||
| Lupus | Always waiting for the next attack (not of lupus). Anxiety, blame, self-condemnation, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Lying | Unable or unwilling to reveal the truth for any of the following reasons:
Watch Lie detector, a TED Talks presentation by Pamela Meyer Chronic Making up stories in an attempt to hide or escape being held responsible, or to appear kind and generous Pathological Purposely weaving a web of lies around a kernel of truth to keep everyone wondering and guessing, so that we ALWAYS remain in control and at top-of-mind. When taken to the utter extreme, can become Pseudo Munchausen's Syndrome by Proxy | ||||||||||||||
| Lymph nodes | Represent our ability to defend self from verbal or emotional abuse Issues that can arise Cancer Unable or unwilling to pay attention to signals Swollen Feeling like a victim, unable to speak up for self. See self-esteem | ||||||||||||||
| Lymphedema | Afraid to let go of the hurt for fear that it will happen again | ||||||||||||||
| Mammary glands | Represent nurturing See breast Issues that can arise Galactorrhea Profound curiosity about breastfeeding, or an unmet desire to nurture or to be nurtured Mammary duct ectasia Wishing desperately to nurture someone of our choosing, rather than those who are currently in our care Mammary fibromatosis Cluster of obsessive negative beliefs about womanhood, motherhood and nurturing | ||||||||||||||
| Marfan syndrome | Whether from birth or developing later in life, a karmic situation in which the affected person either experienced, or caused someone else to experience, what it is like to be at the complete mercy of someone with a complete lack of empathy or compassion. Their challenge now is to learn, at soul level, that all are equally worthy to be treated with dignity, respect, caring and compassion. See birth abnormalities | ||||||||||||||
| Me too syndrome | Pattern of repeating words that someone else has just spoken, in effect stealing them from the person who expressed the original idea. Can result from a fear of speaking our own thoughts (which we fear might sound silly), or fear of being disagreed with and feeling incompetent to explain our viewpoint. The person being repeated may feel as if they were robbed Change the pattern: If we are doing it Stop! Visit WikiHow and learn how to speak well If someone does it to us While we cannot make anyone else change - or even want to change - we can help by talking about it with them. After all, they might not even know that they do this | ||||||||||||||
| Measles | Belief that our emotional needs are being neglected, and fear that the situation will never improve German (Rubella) Wanting to prevent taking the next step alone. Fear of abandonment, fear of the unknown Red (Rubeola) Wanting to permanently delay taking the next step of development. Fear of the unknown | ||||||||||||||
| Medical or dental procedures including surgery | How to gain the best possible results During the days before the procedure, at least once a day, take five or 10 minutes to: Taking these steps will elevate your endorphins and prepare your body to accept healing. Then just before the procedure, mindfully repeat the above steps and repeat, "I'm in good hands" as it begins | ||||||||||||||
| Memory | Energetic representations of our life experiences and our reactions to them. Memory is an elusive creature; however, here is a brief explanation of its workings from a spiritual viewpoint. An individual has an experience. A personal memory is created in the brain via the firing of neurons. The memory contains every single detail of the experience, including informational input from the experience itself (who, when, where, why, what, how) and sensory input from the physical organs (sight, smell, sound, taste, touch and thought). Each of the neurons consists of not only a personal, physical memory, but a spiritual or "quantum" memory. The personal memory is stored in the brain, while the quantum memory is stored in the akashic or soul record. Upon physical death of the individual, the life experience is reviewed and the soul is prepared for its next set of required life experiences. The records may be accessed during an incarnation as well as during intervals between incarnations, to review a soul's spiritual progress Issues that can arise Alzheimer’s disease Chronic self-deception. Habitually denying that we played any role in our negative experiences, yet feeling guilt over choices we made that we know had devastating consequences, and/or a strong desire to make everyone believe that we are innocent. In other words, wanting to live in a fairy tale and escape being held responsible (see fear of retribution). The underlying guilt and shame can create a victim mentality and a constant need to blame. See dementia Dementia Progressive inability to function within the boundaries of the lies we tell self and others about the type of person we are or were. See Alzheimer's disease, Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease, Huntington's disease, Parkinson's disease Forgetfulness Often used as an excuse for obsessive/compulsive checking and rechecking. This is not forgetfulness though - this is inability or unwillingness to be in the moment. Can be a means of bringing extra attention to self, as a way of saying, "You are not important enough for me to bother remembering anything about you" or as a way to cover up our mistakes or shortcomings. Habitually using forgetfulness as an excuse can contribute to the onset of Alzheimer's disease. See ADD / ADHD Remembering everything Constantly reminding self of events, losses, experiences, victories or hurts in case they are needed to gain the upper hand in arguments (see guilt trips), or to give us a sense of superiority Transient global amnesia Occurs when we relax into a higher level of consciousness that enables our guide to present information from a past or future life experience that has bearing on our current incarnation. See Akashic records. Contact the author to discuss your experience to gain more clarity Unable to forget Can be triggered by traumatic events. See PTSD | ||||||||||||||
| Menstrual cycle | Signifies the start of a new cycle, a new way of life, or a new opportunity. Can also represent recognition of our limitations, or that we have a pattern of fighting any change suggested by others (see defiance), refusing to go with the flow, or arguing just for the sake of being disagreeable. The cycle can be a guaranteed week or two every month when we can blame our body instead of admitting that we have needs. Like the flu and menopause, this process is often used as an excuse to under-perform or to be mean. Those who have painful cycles may have a victim or a martyr mentality. Such pain, discomfort and other effects can be reduced, or even eliminated, by not allowing self the luxury of using this as an excuse. After all, the Universal Intelligence cooperates with our desires. Some lie and say they have painful cycles even if they do not; this can arise from a desire to play on the sympathies of others, or to escape responsibilities. See infertility, miscarriage, pelvis, pregnancy, uterine fibroids, uterus Issues that can arise Adenomyosis Unresolved pain and agony over our childhood, and/or the children we have or have not had. Agonizing over the sort of parents we had or the sort of parent we have or would have been Amenorrhea If not caused by breastfeeding, pregnancy or menopause: Deep and possibly unrecognized fear of any or all of the following: being an adult with responsibilities, being a female adult, attracting sexual attention, becoming pregnant, giving birth, becoming a parent Endometriosis Needing to control every little thing. Overly dependent on our mate (co-dependent relationship). Holding onto a core belief that is narrow-minded or out-dated Endometritis Unrecognized anger toward self and our part in the reproductive process Menorrhagia Results from a legacy family pattern of cyclic emotional and/or physical abuse toward the family’s female members or its children. This creates an unrecognized belief that life as a woman is all about suffering, with the body cooperating with our expectation. See premenstrual dysphoric disorder Menometrorrhagia Results from a legacy family pattern of cyclic, albeit unpredictable, emotional or physical violence toward the family’s female members or its children. See nose bleeds Metrorrhagia Results from a legacy family pattern of cyclic, predictable, emotional or physical violence toward the family’s female members or children Missed periods Can be caused by pregnancy or breast-feeding, eating disorders, ovarian cysts, polycystic ovary syndrome, premature ovarian failure or an "I give up" attitude, pelvic inflammatory disease, uterine fibroids Premenstrual dysphoric disorder For some, menstruation is a thing to be dreaded. There can be no comfort because the next cycle is just around the corner, waiting to hurt us. This can result from a family pattern of cyclic, albeit unpredictable, emotional or physical violence toward the family's female members or its children Premenstrual syndrome For some, the monthly cycle is a reminder of all that is wrong in their life. The weight of such a concern manifests as an increased emotional burden which in turn creates physical discomfort Uterine fibroids and/or polyps Represent stifled creativity along with a desire for a life-changing experience and yet a fear of the unknown
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| Mental illness | Reflects our inability or unwillingness to live life with a high enough level of emotional and behavioral wisdom to prevent inner chaos and protect ourselves from harmful activities. Knowing whether we have had a spiritual experience or are suffering mental illness can help us stay on track with our spiritual development. Check out “Is it a spiritual experience or mental illness?”, a CBC Radio Canada presentation Aggressive anxiety disorder Pattern of lashing out at others either physically or verbally when feeling unable to control a situation. See intermittent explosive disorder, stress Aggressive/passive behaviour Obnoxious behaviour designed to force others into submission. This childish, abusive pattern results from growing up in an extremely controlled household or an environment with no boundaries at all. The aggressive phase can manifest as shouting orders, criticisms or guilt trips, throwing temper tantrums, threatening physical or financial assault, or abandonment. When the victim submits and becomes obedient and docile, the passive phase then begins. The aggressor shows mercy by showering the victim with affection, warmth and praise, giving gifts or rewards and generally being sweet and attentive... until the next time. The passive phase lures the victim into a false sense of security, and can even create a guilty feeling for ever having doubted the aggressor Spiritual effects Pathological lying, greed, self-righteousness, distrust Physical effects High blood pressure, dental problems (can result in total tooth loss), laziness or hoarding Change the pattern If this behaviour is an issue for you, either as aggressor or as victim, visit Section 2 to start changing your life Avoidant personality disorder Chronic avoidance of anything new or unknown due to extremely low or unstable self-esteem, fear of failure, or fear of looking stupid. The pattern can lead us into co-dependent relationships so that we can blame the other person's supposed need to be in control as an excuse to be silent, remain in the background, and generally hide from life. Feeling like a powerless victim can lead to profound anger and frustration and may result in passive/aggressive behaviours Bi-polar disorder Seemingly never-ending cycle of extreme self-approval and extreme self-hatred - usually in direct response to another's words or actions that have been taken as either a reward or a personal attack. Unable or unwilling to accept self as just another soul in human form, doing well at times and poorly at other times. Chronically unmet need to receive loving attention, and so doing all that we can to receive attention whenever possible by being either the very best or the very worst - at everything
Borderline Personality Disorder Profound sense that one was, is, and always will be, a failure, and incapable of 'correct' thought or action. Often comes as a result of a child having every choice controlled by others or of having no one to provide guidance, in other words, no experience of what it is like to make right or wrong choices in a safe learning environment. This can result in a nearly complete lack of self-trust, along with anger at the imposed control of others and fear of having that control removed (fear of abandonment). See inner conflict Chronic confusion Can be caused by habitual repetition of negative thoughts, or by believing the constant criticism from our caregivers or loved ones. Too many people to please. See fear of looking stupid Change the pattern Check out spiritual decluttering and do the self-esteem exercise Conduct disorder Chronic feelings of intense rage and indignation over our life situation, along with a belief that it will never change because those who are responsible for us, those who should care the most, are hurting - not helping - us Depersonalization-derealization disorder Unable or unwilling to acknowledge that our choices, our actions, or our words, may have helped to create our current dilemma Seeabandonment, avoidance, blame, denial, despair, fear of retribution, guilt, stress, trauma, victim. Issues that can arise from this disorder: anxiety, chronic confusion, depression, memory issues, obsessive/compulsive behaviours Depression Depression is not a constant state , being more like waves on the ocean. Just as we are recovering from a bout, a new experience can trigger another episode. Depression can become a reflex reaction to a specific experience, like making a mistake (whether anyone else knows about it), disappointing someone, or someone saying "no" to us. Until the root cause has been recognized and dealt with, the condition can only be managed. Depression is based in our self-worth and self-esteem. A wave of depression often occurs if we feel that we have lost the approval of someone who is very important to us. If our sense of self is completely wrapped up in that individual, as can happen when living or working in co-dependent relationships, we feel we will lose our identity without their approval. We will do almost anything to cope with our sense of loss and deprivation. Usually this means doing any number of negative behaviours in the hope of getting that person to help us recover and buy back into the relationship. Then, we tell ourselves, everything will be ok again. And it will be, for a little while. Until, almost from out of the blue, another experience will trigger another wave of self-hatred. Then we are right back where we started … punishing and hurting self ... going on a binge of alcohol or drug usage, starving ourselves or overeating / purging, withholding communication, shopping for things we do not need with money we do not have, cutting ourselves until we bleed, contemplating or attempting suicide, stopping doing the things we truly love to do … oh, the list is endless. There is another way to live, but it means changing how we relate to others, and more importantly, how we relate to ourselves. It means becoming aware of - and changing - our thoughts, attitudes, emotions, beliefs and desires. If depression is hurting your quality of life, see choose a pattern
Help-rejecting complainer Living from one catastrophe or heartache to the next and, although seeming to want help to change their seemingly dire situation, resisting any suggestions that could help. They say things like "I've tried that already." "That won't work for me because..." "Nothing ever works right for me." Exasperating for us, but even more so for them. The spiritual component is being stuck in a feedback loop of craving sympathetic attention and recognition for all of their suffering, but needing to keep on suffering to justify their compulsion. See blame, victim Note: Someone with this issue read this description and said, "This is dumb and it's not even accurate." Exactly the pattern! Change the pattern Meditate to learn whose attention was lacking during and after a traumatic event. Check out these Google search results for more information How to help Ask questions instead of making suggestions Intermittent explosive disorder Behaviour that we feel fully justified in maintaining. Used as a means of keeping control in any situation where we might lose the war. See aggressive/passive behaviour Kleptomania When our basic spiritual needs go unmet, our desperation can make us compensate by stealing objects from others. Eating disorders can also manifest along with other OCD behaviours Multiple personality disorder What it is not It is not other souls inhabiting our mind or body What it is:
Spiritual effects Gradual loss of desire or ability to recall our true self, unwillingness to confront the truth about our motives, unstable self-esteem Physical effects ADD / ADHD, pathological lying Change the pattern Meditate to learn the initial reasons for choosing the behaviour Narcissism Belief that everything is all about Me, everyone is thinking about Me, that Me is always correct, and anyone who disagrees is a threat to be destroyed, shouted down or publicly ridiculed. Belief that it is not enough to win - everyone else has to lose. Chronic refusal to give others a chance to speak. The pattern often leads to isolation, as very few people want to be around someone who is unwilling to listen, share the spotlight or give credit to another; however, if the narcissist happens to hold a position of power or authority, many are only too eager to forego their personal needs and sell out in favour of self-promotion. See self-importance Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Hiding our anguish and futile rage over being unable to change certain situations creates a chronic need to do something, anything, to divert our attention from them. OCD behaviours result, since doing a behaviour, even if self-destructive, or repeating certain thoughts, allows us to feel as if we have a bit of control. See addiction Obsessive/Compulsive Behaviours Unable to cope with life without doing certain routines when certain things have happened, or a seemingly uncontrollable urge to repeat a behaviour, whether it is acted out. Often done in response to repression or suppression of strong emotions, to gain some measure of control when we feel like a victim. Form of addiction that can be as difficult to treat as chemical dependency; however, if dedicated to healing self, tremendous change is possible. Before repeating any behaviour, it is important to remember that we have the ability to choose. See free will, obsessive/compulsive disorder, perfectionism Physical effects Self-soothing by using substances or behaviours to excess. Doing so can repel people (sometimes that is the whole idea) or anger them (a side benefit). The behaviours often end up creating the exact situation we think we are avoiding Change the pattern Meditate to identify and resolve inner conflicts Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD) Pattern of non-compliance with authority figures, plus angry, defiant, spiteful and/or vengeful behaviour due to feeling traumatized or victimized, or to believing that 'nobody truly loves me'. See silent rebellion Paranoia Certain that everyone (all sentient beings and the Universe) and everything in the environment that has been perverted by humans, is plotting against Me and watching Me and waiting for Me to fail - to teach Me that I am powerless against them. My negative life experiences result because of them, not because of Me. The pattern can result from too little or too much control by our caregivers and/or positive versus negative attention, as well as parental failure to model balanced responsibility. See anxiety, avoidance, child abuse, fear, self-esteem, self-importance, self-righteousness Passive/aggressive disorder Unable or unwilling to stand up for self but resenting others' supposed lack of respect and supposed need to be in control. Constant grumbling, griping and whining but unwilling to take responsibility for our role in any negative situation (victim) Looks like Withholding communication, abandonment, extremely slow to act or react, to speak, to move or to offer assistance. See dawdling, chronic lateness, chronic procrastination (avoidance), habitual lying Physical effects Accident proneness, addictions, anxiety, dental problems, headaches or migraines Persecution complex Feeling that everyone is out to get us, or is judging us, or is thinking about us (see narcissism, self-importance, victim). Can stem from too little or too much favourable attention in early childhood Sounds like They all think I am bad and they are making my life miserable to punish me Physical effects Difficulty in maintaining close, satisfying relationships, hiding behind one's hair, mumbling or talking fast Change the pattern Do the Self-esteem exercise Reactive attachment disorder Results from a lack of forming healthy attachments with caregivers in early childhood, due to caregivers' being unable or unwilling to connect emotionally with the child - not the other way around. Can become a generational family pattern Schizophrenia Can result from the following habitual thought patterns and emotions: self-condemnation , guilt, shame, futile anger, distrust, distress, anxiety; along with a childhood filled with chaos, chronic emotional instability, trauma, and/or a lack of positive parental attention. Additionally, the condition may be a karmic requirement, e.g., needing to learn to feel compassion for those who are at the mercy of their caregivers and lack self-determination | ||||||||||||||
| MTHFR variant | If issues arise, they may be due to a legacy family pattern of denying its children any sense of individuality, or of receiving any special treatment, such that the children’s basic spiritual needs go unmet. Feeling like we do not matter. See birth abnormalities and genetic disorders, self-esteem Issues that may arise Spiritual effects Anxiety, bi-polar disorder, depression, schizophrenia Physical effects Blood clots, colon cancer, chronic pain and chronic fatigue, heart attack, leukemia (acute), migraines, miscarriages (recurrent), nerve pain (see affected body part), pregnancies with neural tube defects like spina bifida or anencephaly, stroke | ||||||||||||||
| Miscarriage | Represents an end to a developmental phase Can be triggered by the spiritual or physical health conditions of the fetus or the mother. Fetal failure for any reason may cause uterus infection (septic miscarriage). See pregnancy Ectopic pregnancy Can occur if the channel opened for the incoming soul is closed due to the mother's self-esteem suffering a damaging blow in the days just before conception, along with a fear that regaining it will be impossible Fetal health
A soul's first entry, or re-entry after a traumatic prior life experience (see reincarnation), into human form may be done in gradually lengthening stages of time being spent in physical. The same soul may or may not return to this mother Maternal health | ||||||||||||||
| Mitochondria | Mitochondria represent the body's ability to nurture and sustain itself issues that can arise Mitochondrial disease If from birth See birth abnormalities If acquired See affected body part plus silent rebellion | ||||||||||||||
| Money problems | Represent inability or unwillingness to protect self and our property Related to a lack of self-worth and/or self-approval. Such beliefs can result from family behavioural patterns, which in effect say to the Universe that "I am not worthy to live in comfort" or "I deserve to suffer" or "I am a horrible person". These beliefs can be related to chronic guilt or shame, or feeling like a victim. Gaining money does not resolve the pattern unless the underlying thought patterns are recognized and resolved. If they are not, having money can actually create other self-destructive behaviours like addictions, eating disorders, hoarding Change the pattern Do the Guilt-buster and Self-esteem exercises | ||||||||||||||
| Mononucleosis | See adenovirus, cytomegalovirus, Epstein-Barr virus, hepatitis, HIV, rubella, toxoplasmosis Sounds like Leave me alone. I just want to sleep. I don't want to have to do what anyone else says | ||||||||||||||
| Motor neuron diseases | Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (ALS), adult-onset Denying our chronic, desperate need to avoid discussing painful issues or sensitive subjects, yet yearning to bring them out into the open. The issue here is fighting with self over whether to discuss something that is important to us or keep it hidden. Of course we all have reasons for wanting to avoid discussing some subjects; often it is because we think others will react poorly when we raise topics that they themselves wish to avoid. This not knowing which topics are safe to discuss - the indecision - creates a push-pull effect on the body. Nerves and muscles are unconsciously tightened and relaxed at a furious pace, creating unimaginable strain on the systems. After many years of living with this pattern, damage occurs at cellular level. The body is eventually unable to cope and ALS results. Not everyone with this issue develops ALS (see Primary Lateral Sclerosis). For those with ALS, the behaviour is severe, chronic and long-standing. It is not just one topic that is avoided - the indecision manifests in all choices of topics to share or avoid discussing. Those that are discussed that meet with negative responses or reactions cause us to judge, criticise and condemn self for making trouble. Those that are kept hidden remain in the thoughts creating further damage. The challenge is to change the pattern, that is, to share and discuss what is important to us and to keep hidden that which we do not yet wish to disclose, in the knowledge that we cannot control how others react. Their reactions are just that - their reactions If inherited See birth abnormalities and What is karma? Kennedy’s disease Maternal pattern of legacy resentment of male family members that manifests physically in her son(s). The son feels extreme dissatisfaction with the way life is working out but is unable to express it verbally, given the family dynamics. See birth abnormalities and What is karma? Post-polio syndrome (PPS) Fear that the family unit is breaking up and not wanting it to change in any way. See polio. This is a form of "empty nest syndrome" manifesting in physical Primary Lateral Sclerosis Denying our chronic, desperate need to avoid discussing painful issues or sensitive subjects, yet yearning to bring them out into the open. The issue here is fighting with self over whether to discuss something that is important to us or keep it hidden. Of course we all have reasons for wanting to avoid discussing some subjects; often it is because we think others will react poorly when we raise topics that they themselves wish to avoid. This not knowing which topics are safe to discuss - the indecision - creates a push-pull effect on the body. Nerves and muscles are unconsciously tightened and relaxed at a furious pace, creating unimaginable strain on the systems. Coming to peace with self-expression can ease symptoms and potentially avoid the condition becoming Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis If inherited See birth abnormalities and What is karma? Progressive Bulbar Palsy See Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis Progressive Muscular Atrophy Can also be slowly-progressing Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis Spinal Muscular Atrophy See What is karma? and birth abnormalities | ||||||||||||||
| Mouth | Represents physical expression of our thoughts, attitudes, emotions, beliefs and desires See gums, lips, teeth, tongue Issues that can arise Bad breath (halitosis) Hiding the truth that one believes to be ugly and wishes were untrue but thinking it does not matter what we believe anyway because no one can read our mind, right? Being hit in the mouth Fear that God is using someone or something to punish us Canker sores Biting back poisonous words, even if we think they are true. To avoid infection and speed healing, discover or acknowledge the real reason for thinking them and for not saying them Covering the mouth when communicating Shame or discomfort. If using the lips to cover the teeth while speaking, can indicate unresolved inner conflicts or fear of being found out. See hiding behind one's hair Dry mouth - Chronic Living with constant low-grade fear Dry mouth - Occasional Knowing that our words are false and/ or purposely divisive and are likely to meet with disapproval Swollen salivary glands Fear of retribution if others were to find out what we really think. See COVID-19, flu, mumps | ||||||||||||||
| Multiple Sclerosis | Deep need to be perfect - not so much to be a better person, but rather to make someone else see how hard we are trying to win their approval. Feeling overburdened and hopeless that the burden will ever be lifted, but unwilling to do anything to change it. See martyr, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Mumps | Afraid of taking the next step, fear of failure or success | ||||||||||||||
| Munchausen's Syndrome by Proxy | Chronic need for sympathetic attention - from everyone. Failure to recognize that others have needs and feelings too. Can manifest as a spouse murdering a pregnant mate or a child to kill a parent, sibling or pet. See martyr, self-importance, jealousy Pseudo Munchausen's Syndrome by Proxy Can appear in pathological liars when they make up lies about their loved ones, sometimes claiming that one or more of them has died. Why? To play on people's gullibility and sympathy, in the hopes of being excused from obligations and responsibilities, because after all, they have to attend a FUNERAL! | ||||||||||||||
| Muscle | Represents our ability to nourish, nurture and sustain self See cartilage, joints, ligaments, pain, signals, tendons Issues that can arise Atrophy Contributing factors Aging Alcoholism Broken bones Burns injuries Malnutrition - see digestion, eating disorders Spinal cord injuries Stroke Charley horse Sudden realization that we might be left alone and unsupported (fear of abandonment) Cramp Signal that we just had a negative thought, attitude or emotion. Was it about self? Someone else? See condemnation, guilt, victim Diastasis recti Trying too hard to fix something on our own that we ourselves did not break Dystonia If from birth Can be a reflection of the family's emotional environment. In this case, work to identify any tense situations at home. Could be someone using silence as a punishment, or abandoning tense situations by using various substances or behaviours. After identifying the situations, start to re-pattern them. For example, a mate getting up and leaving the room to end a conversation is form of abandonment. You can help to re-pattern that behaviour by allowing there to be a consequence for it. Start by sharing how the behaviour makes you feel and encouraging verbal expression of feelings If acquired Physical manifestation of rigid thought patterns. Meditate to learn the reason for suppressing creativity and/or verbal expression Inclusion body myositis Terrified at the thought of the next challenge and the damage it will do to our life, and expecting it to come in the very next moment. See knees Pain Aching to be nurtured or soothed. See pain Parkinson's disease Chronic, paralyzing need to either be in total control of, or entirely not responsible for, everything and everyone (what they are doing, thinking, feeling, saying and believing). Habitual judgment, criticism, fear, perfectionism Rhabdomyolysis Represents a crisis of faith. Searching desperately for answers to profound spiritual questions... looking everywhere except within for fear that we will get it wrong. Until we learn to connect with Source directly through meditation, we will be at the mercy of information that comes through others, that may not be based in Universal Truth Spasm Indecision about whether to hold on to or let go of the issue at hand, seeing that both options present danger and unsure which is the safer choice Sprain Trying to force self into making an important decision, or regretting a recent choice and wishing a different option had been available Strain Unable to choose the best course of action, or trying too hard to foresee all possible outcomes so as to avoid mistakes Tear Wishing to undo a recent damaging error, or wanting things to be different without actually having to do anything differently Twitches or tics Need to get going or need to stay still. If unable to get going (for example unable to start a project), can be due to fear of failure or success, or exerting control because of a desire to withhold action (see passive/aggressive). If unable to stay still, can be due to a belief that we MUST always be doing something productive, or else! | ||||||||||||||
| Muscular Dystrophy | Legacy family pattern of holding faulty belief systems that prevent growth, forward motion and/or fluid movement. Inability to follow through on decisions and condemning self for it. Can also result from extreme over- or under-protective parenting. See birth abnormalities | ||||||||||||||
| Nails | Represent our ability to withstand challenges to our self-esteem from those whose approval we crave Fingernails Represent our thoughts about our work Toenails Represent our thoughts about how we are walking our path Issues that can arise Beau's lines Visible proof of an unresolved traumatic event. See diabetes, scarlet fever, measles, mumps, pneumonia, zinc (mineral) deficiency Biting Distress; hungry for positive attention and/or approval from loved ones or authority figures Breaking An act or role is disintegrating, and not knowing what to do about it. Can happen when we make positive changes and our loved ones freak out. (Nothing has to be done. It is not up to the person making the changes to fix the people who are unwilling to change) Bruised Fear that a recent action or choice is being or will be harshly judged Clubbing Feeling that our work needs to be protected, either from judgment or from theft. Easily offended, low or unstable self-esteem, victim. See COPD, liver diseases, HIV / AIDS Fungus Ugly thoughts eating at us (shame, embarrassment, guilt, condemnation) Hangnails Fear that we are not doing what really needs to be done Ingrown Feeling like we are always running late. See affected finger, blame, revenge, spite Lifting (peeling) Fear that our flaws will be revealed for everyone to see Pincer Pattern of pretending that everything is always fine, that we never have any thoughts about how someone or something is annoying us Pitting Feeling attacked over every little thing. See alopecia, psoriasis Ridges (horizontal) We have dismissed our traumatic event as being unimportant, so we do not feel justified in seeking help to deal with it Separation Feeling extremely vulnerable or powerless. See allergic reactions, psoriasis, thyroid conditions, karmic situation Split Reminder that an inner conflict needs to be resolved. Look to the affected finger or toe for more information Spoon Frustrated that everyone else seems to get so much attention and appreciation - "What's wrong with me?!" See anemia, liver diseases, martyr, self-righteousness, victim, hoarding Terry's nails Unable or unwilling to pay attention to our thoughts and feelings about what is going on around us. See congestive heart failure, diabetes, kidney failure, liver disease | ||||||||||||||
| Neck | Represents how we feel about our outlook on life and how we deal with different viewpoints See Cervical vertebrae Issues that can arise Black neck Cervical spondylosis Over-compensating for a lack of belief, faith and trust in self Congenital muscular torticollis Reflects the parents' inability or unwillingness to agree on a fundamental belief system about the purpose of life Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us. See affected vertebra Pain Trying to avoid looking at a painful truth. Is someone close by, a pain in the neck? Spasmodic torticollis Beliefs about self and our place in the Universe that are not based in Truth Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance. See affected vertebra Whiplash Occurs after learning that a loved one or an authority figure holds a shocking belief system with which we heartily disagree | ||||||||||||||
| Neuropathy or Peripheral neuropathy | Conditions in our life are such that we feel powerless to create change. Feeling like a victim | ||||||||||||||
| Nocebo effect | Chronic desire to prove everyone, especially the experts, wrong. Disagreeing with everyone and everything. Unable to admire the good work of others. Uncooperative. If left unchecked, can lead to the belief that everything wrong with the world is the result of conspiracies. See control, distrust, spite, side effects | ||||||||||||||
| Nose | Represents tolerance or lack thereof See sinus cavities Issues that can arise Anosmia - Congenital Family pattern of withholding crucial information about the emotional / spiritual status of its members from certain of its members Anosmia - Temporary Unable or unwilling to link our current emotional / spiritual reaction to a specific issue or life experience (avoidance) Bleeding Worry, worry, worry... If at a funeral, unrecognized worry about the death or its consequences. Concern that something that we need will not be provided Broken A recent experience left us feeling exposed and vulnerable because we did not act to protect self Deviated septum
Hyposmia Unable or unwilling to identify our emotional / spiritual condition accurately or honestly Out-of-joint Anger. Easily offended Overly sensitive to smells Tendency to be judgmental and critical of self and/or others Polyps Feeling that our ability to thrive is being stifled Post-nasal drip Crying silently so that nobody can see or hear us, but hoping that someone will notice and offer sympathy or at least ask us what is wrong Red Repressed or suppressed emotions
Rhinophyma Fear that everyone is thinking we must be stupid if we think we are flawless Sensitive to temperature Holding onto unresolved regrets Sneeze or tickling nose Pay attention to your thoughts about what is happening RIGHT NOW. While it may not seem important at the moment, the information will come into play in the near future. See signals Snoring Feeling like a victim, tendency to be passive/aggressive | ||||||||||||||
| Osteonecrosis | Stubbornly holding onto inaccurate beliefs and not wanting any argument about them, even though gaining truth could change our life for the better. Finding and understanding the spiritual component and releasing the faulty belief can re-enable blood flow to affected area. See blame, victim Hip Intense belief that we cannot move forward because they cannot manage without us Jaw Unable or unwilling to stop complaining. Intense belief that others are not living up to their responsibilities and that we are beyond reproach; that we have done nothing whatsoever to create our current difficulties. See help-rejecting complainer Knee Intense belief that we have no power and no voice Shoulder Unwilling to take responsibility due to an intense belief that they will not let go of it, or unwilling to release responsibility due to intense belief that they will do it all wrong | ||||||||||||||
| Pain | The Universal Intelligence teaches that physical pain not related to illness or injury exists to show us that we are in emotional or spiritual pain, or that we have unrecognized / unresolved issues. Also, for some who are unable to express their emotional needs, telling others that they are feeling physical pain is the only way to get some much-needed attention (even if not for the real reason). See affected area, accident proneness, self-mutilation, signals Addiction to pain If unable to express our emotional needs, telling others that we have physical pain is one way to get some much-needed attention. This can be addictive Chronic pain Unresolved inner conflict or holding onto false beliefs Dull ache Longing to be comforted and so repeating false, hurtful beliefs to soothe self. Unresolved emotional/spiritual pain and/or sorrow Sharp, stabbing Signal that we just had a cruel, negative thought like anger, envy, judgment Stiffness Rigid thinking Affected area Abdomen See distress Arms Unable or unwilling to carry the load Back See skeleton, spinal column, individual vertebra
Breasts Aching to nurture or to be nurtured. Fear of being alone and having to fend for self. Signal that trouble may be brewing within the family Ears Feeling trapped into listening to something you do not want to hear, or not hearing what you do want to hear Elbow Knowing it is time to change our attitude toward our mate or career but stubbornly refusing Eyes Feeling trapped into seeing something you do not want to see, or not seeing what you do want to see Face Wanting to hide from what we fear will be a painful revelation, or fear of retribution Feet Walking our path with unresolved spiritual issues Hands Working too hard for the wrong reasons Head Wanting to avoid someone or something. See headaches Hips Trying to bring something into the future that would be better left in the past. Fear of leaving someone or something behind Joint Unable or unwilling to do that which needs to be done. See affected joint Knees Hating what we are doing. Too much pressure to perform. Tired of always doing the same old thing Legs Belief that we are not being allowed to live up to our potential Neck Is someone or something a pain in the neck? Trying to avoid looking at a painful truth Shoulders Needing to be in control of everything. Feeling like we have to do more than everyone else, or that we are indispensable. Easily offended Stomach Distress Teeth Unrecognized hurt feelings or hurtful thoughts Torn rotator cuff Always wanting more but having no control over getting it | ||||||||||||||
| Pancreas | Represents our ability to maintain our sense of self-worth, validity, identity, or our place in the universe without the approval of others Issues that can arise Autoimmune pancreatitis (IgG4)
Cancer Chronic need to control everyone and everything, and deep frustration with any imperfection - to avoid losing anyone's approval. Always feeling second- or third-best. Fragile self-esteem Pancreatitis Poisonous beliefs about the reason that a negative or painful life experience occurred
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| Parasites | Fear of being taken advantage of by someone to whom we cannot say no, either because we feel sorry for them or their situation, or because we feel indebted to them. We know that this feeling of powerlessness is a potent weapon that others use against us, but we feel it is impossible to change the pattern that has developed. While we cannot change others, we can change ourselves Change the pattern Meditate to learn the reasons for needing other people's approval. See guilt, self-esteem, victim Issues that can arise Ectoparasites (includes scabies, common bed bug, fleas, and lice, including body louse, pubic louse, and head louse) Feeling like an unsuspecting victim of the things in our environment of which we are unaware and over which we therefore have no control. See fear of invasion Toxoplasmosis Feeling like an unsuspecting victim of people or things that we feel should not be dangerous or harmful. See fear of invasion | ||||||||||||||
| Parkinson’s disease | Chronic, paralyzing need to either be in total control of, or completely not responsible for, everything and everyone (what they are doing, thinking, feeling, saying and believing). Habitual judgment, criticism, fear, perfectionism | ||||||||||||||
| Pelvis | Represents the projection of thought into action See Paget's disease Issues that can arise Lateral pelvic tilt Condemning self for spending too much time doing what we feel is the wrong activity Pelvic floor dysfunction Any or all of the following: unable and/or unwilling to let go of hurts (resentment). Needing approval from an authority figure who withholds it. Living life without a routine or schedule, and using it as an excuse to escape responsibility Pelvic inflammatory disease Inner turmoil regarding our creativity or choice of whether to have children Pelvic organ prolapse
Pelvic pain (also known as Symphisys pubis dysfunction or Pelvic girdle pain) Fear of taking the next step due to profound, unresolved grief or regret over past mistakes | ||||||||||||||
| Penis | Represents impulse Issues that can arise Bent Feeling like a failure at bringing our hopes and dreams into reality Erectile dysfunction or impotence Complex disorder caused by a combination of several physical and spiritual conditions. However, the root spiritual cause can be traced to a desire to withhold pleasure either from self or from our partner Spiritual components Anxiety, depression, fear, spite, revenge, stress Physical components Addiction, atherosclerosis, bent penis, diabetes, heart disease, high blood pressure, high cholesterol, multiple sclerosis, obesity/overweight, Parkinson's disease, sleep disorders, spinal cord injuries Male yeast infection A new negative belief system has just formed; recognizing it, along with treating the physical disorder, can hasten healing. Frustration at never seeming to receive admiration, positive attention or recognition for our many (supposedly) selfless acts. See martyr | ||||||||||||||
| Persistent genital arousal disorder | See contributing factor(s) ADD / ADHD, anxiety, depression, obsessive/compulsive disorder, overactive bladder, low or unstable self-esteem | ||||||||||||||
| Physical body | Represents how we feel about where we have been, where we are now, and where we are going Back The direction from which we came (past) Front The direction in which we are going (future) Sides - Left and right Interpretations for the sides of our body are specific to the individual. Since we are all different, what left or right means to each of us can be different. What do they mean to you? Ideas to consider: The sides can represent male or female, spiritual or physical, strength or weakness, conscious or unconscious, etc. As always, when seeking understanding about spiritual (or earthly) matters, we can ask our guide in meditation | ||||||||||||||
| Pineal gland | The brain is the soul’s wheelhouse during physical incarnation; the pineal gland is its helm, and the pituitary and hypothalamus are its commanders. From here, our life path is charted and regulated, according to our reactions to our life experiences. It is the soul’s entry point into physical life, and is the structure through which we receive information from the Universal Intelligence Issues that can arise Cyst Obsessive, constant worry over a long period of time. See headache, obstructive hydrocephalus, thyroid, vertigo Tumour Obsessively holding onto, and even reliving, every painful experience we have had | ||||||||||||||
| Pins and needles | Worrying about getting stuck in a situation over which we have no control, feeling like a victim | ||||||||||||||
| Pituitary gland | The brain is the soul’s wheelhouse during physical incarnation; the pineal gland is its helm, and the pituitary and hypothalamus are its commanders. This gland monitors our physical body and adjusts bodily processes and hormones as necessary to enable the functioning needed for the lessons of this particular lifetime Issues that can arise Diseased pituitary gland Feeling that we are at risk of being harmed by invisible enemies Hypopituitarism See the thought pattern(s) that contribute to deficiency of the following hormones:
Sheehan's syndrome The following conditions can arise: adrenal crisis, low blood pressure, unintended weight loss, menstrual irregularities Tumour Obsessive thoughts about the healthy (or unhealthy) functioning of individuals within our family unit
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| Polio | Wanting the family to remain unchanged, fear of change Post-polio syndrome Fear that our family unit is breaking up but wanting it to stay the same. Can be the "empty nest syndrome" manifesting in physical | ||||||||||||||
| Polyps | Represent growth that we think will help us but that is actually harmful Bladder Trying to hide our strong emotions or our needs Colon Trying to hold in that which needs to be released Ear Trying to avoid hearing what others are saying Gallbladder Falsely soothing our hurt feelings with bitter untruths Nose Feeling that our ability to thrive is being stifled Sinus Living with chronic disappointment and overcompensating for our failure to stifle hope for better times Stomach Trying to hold onto every little bit of affection and/or kindness that we receive due to fear that they will eventually figure out that we are not really worthy of receiving it Uterus Fear that having a baby would forever damage our chances of receiving the affection and/or kindness that we crave and feel we deserve Vocal cord Condemning self for getting carried away with the emotions of a situation and saying too much, too loudly | ||||||||||||||
| Porphyria (intermittent acute) | Extreme distress over troubling issues that we are trying to resolve on our own for fear of being judged for having them | ||||||||||||||
| Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) | Can arise after observing or experiencing terrifying events over which we had no control. Somehow we feel that we should have been able to prevent them, or at least been able to fix them or prevent them from ever happening again. The events need not have been life-threatening - they need only have been frightening for us personally. See stress, traumatic experiences, worry Spiritual effects If we feel we are responsible, we can take on anger, anxiety, guilt and shame. If we feel others are responsible, we can take on a victim mentality and become passive or aggressive. See blame, depression, low or unstable self-esteem, stress, traumatic experience((s), unable to forget Physical effects See hypervigilance, insomnia, OCD behaviours Secondary Traumatic Stress Compassion fatigue can arise for those caring for someone who needs constant attention, or for those whose job it is to care for victims of traumatic experiences Change the pattern The event(s) may seem impossible to forget, but it is possible to at least come to peace with them. Do the forgiveness, grieving, guilt-buster and how to stop worrying exercises | ||||||||||||||
| Posture | Represents our outlook on life and how we feel about ourselves See optimism, pessimism Slouching Feeling hopeless or helpless. Can be a form of silent rebellion Straight but relaxed Confident, hopeful Straight but taut Waiting for the next assault or attack | ||||||||||||||
| Powassan virus | Regretting the outcome of a recent endeavour and wanting to go back in time to either not do it, or do it over again to get a different result | ||||||||||||||
| Pregnancy | Represents the start of a new phase of life, a new identity, new possibilities See blood clots, gestational diabetes, missed periods, miscarriage, stretch marks Issues that can arise Morning sickness Worry over trying to anticipate all of the issues that may or will come up with the birth of the baby (or babies) Hyperemesis gravidarum Literally sick with worry; wanting the process to stop because of the fear of so many unknowns coming up. Strong concern about whether our support systems will fail. What if, what if, what if, ... Placenta accreta (includes Placenta increta and Placenta percreta) Profound, although possibly unrecognized, desire to stay pregnant Placenta previa Fear and uncertainty and worrying about everything... What if I'm with the wrong partner? What if my partner doesn't want this child? Maybe I shouldn't have the baby. Maybe I'm not competent to have this child. I can't afford to have this child. I don't want to have this child. God must hate me. This was not part of my plan. ... Preeclampsia (includes eclampsia and postpartum preeclampsia) Fear of being overshadowed by the child and its needs, or of losing self in the new identity of motherhood. See eye and vision issues, headaches, high blood pressure, kidneys, liver, lungs, nausea and/or vomiting, PTSD, stress, stroke | ||||||||||||||
| Proctalgia Fugax (variant of levator ani syndrome) | Very strong, painful signal to let us know that we are finding it difficult to understand why others do not just do what we are doing, when it is so clear, to us anyway, that ours is the right thing to do. See judgment, criticism, condemnation, control, self-righteousness Sounds like Why don't they just...? Can't they see that...? Change the pattern Meditate to learn that we are all souls in human form, at varying stages of development, sometimes doing well, sometimes doing poorly | ||||||||||||||
| Prostate | Represents our sense of responsibility over that which we put out into the world, or that which we create Issues that can arise Cancer Refusal to accept responsibility for the negativity in our life (blame, victim) Enlarged (Benign prostatic hyperplasia (BPH) Fear of loss of control over our personal affairs. The fear can manifest as stubborn resistance to changing our behaviour in any way Prostatitis
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| Psoriasis | Exaggerated wound-healing. Over-reacting to a perceived threat Erythrodermic Belief that we are at imminent risk of attack, but not realizing that the threat comes from within self Guttate Belief that any information that comes from self is invalid or untrue and will be ridiculed, so why say anything at all? Inverse Hiding from the ugly thought that we are unloved and unlovable Nail Belief that we are incapable and unworthy of protecting self from the many hidden dangers that exist when in a relationship Pustular Belief that our life choices and work are at imminent risk of being harshly criticised and/or condemned Psoriatic arthritis Habitually alternating periods of self-condemnation with self-indulgence. The pattern stems from our caregiver(s) having been alternatingly, and unpredictably, too harsh/too loving. Our immune system becomes out of control as a result of not knowing whether to expect cruelty or kindness from those around us, and overcompensates with self-protection just in case it is cruelty Scalp psoriasis Extreme concern that we are in imminent danger | ||||||||||||||
| Radiation poisoning | Note Does not apply to victims of mass radiation exposure Holding onto old emotional injuries; always telling the same old unhappy story. Fear of contamination, victim | ||||||||||||||
| Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy (RSD) or Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS) | Failure of our caregivers / loved ones to acknowledge our pain after an injury, and to allow us time to heal. They expect us to just pick right up as if nothing had happened, showing a complete lack of sympathy or compassion for us. We are left feeling uncared for, unloved or even invisible, which inevitably leads to feelings of unworthiness, deep sorrow and a need to medicate the pain Change the pattern Start building stable self-esteem | ||||||||||||||
| Respiratory infection | Represents an unrecognized or unspoken need for any or all of the following: assistance, relaxation, relief, rest, support Issues that can arise Lower respiratory infections Feeling stifled, either because of choice or due to feeling forced into self-censorship. See bronchitis, constrictive bronchiolitis, COPD, pneumonia, zoonotic viruses Upper respiratory infections Living in an emotionally cruel environment where no one offers comfort or support, and where no one speaks of the family secrets, creates a desperate need for sympathetic attention. This chronically unmet need for simple kindness can lead to addictions or even suicide ideation. See common cold, sinus problems, sore throat, strep throat, tonsillitis, zoonotic viruses, plus:
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| Ribs | Represent our ability to sustain and protect self See individual vertebra Issues that can arise Broken Too much self-imposed pressure to out-do all others Removal (voluntary) Desperate for others to focus on our physical appearance instead of our abilities or intelligence, which we feel are not now, and will never be, good enough | ||||||||||||||
| Salivary glands | Represent our ability to savour life See mouth Issues that can arise Blockage If due to:
Cancer Obsessing about how bad we are and believing that nobody really, truly loves us and never could | ||||||||||||||
| Scarlet fever | Terror at the thought of an authority figure finding out that we have done something shameful, and doing anything we can to hide the truth | ||||||||||||||
| Sciatica | (Includes piriformis syndrome) Intense, ongoing feeling that we will be left alone or unsupported - AGAIN, AS USUAL. See fear of abandonment | ||||||||||||||
| Seasonal affective disorder | Emotional symptoms arise as the anniversary date approaches of past
traumatic events that have not yet been resolved and released. See anniversary illnesses Change the pattern Meditate to find the triggering event(s) and then do the spiritual exercises in Section 9 | ||||||||||||||
| Sebaceous glands | Represent our ability or willingness to protect ourselves, and recover from, the damages that can occur in daily life Issues that can arise Sebaceous cancer Chronic fear that there is an as-yet-unseen threat to our life Sebaceous cyst Fear that our (spiritual) flaws are on display for the world to see Sebaceous hyperplasia Feeling at the mercy of those with are unable or unwilling to give it | ||||||||||||||
| Seizure | Feeling extremely vulnerable ("I want my mommy!"). Trying to "seize" someone's attention. Unable to cope with being told, "No". See anger, fear, epilepsy | ||||||||||||||
| Self-mutilation | A silent plea for help or attention. Wanting to show our pain to the world, hoping that someone will take pity on us. Chronic despair and distress. See obsessive/compulsive behaviours | ||||||||||||||
| Sepsis | Stubbornly-held toxic negative belief that suddenly becomes destructively vicious. To initiate the healing process from within, learn what triggered the sudden eruption. See anger, distress, ego, infection, self-righteousness, shame | ||||||||||||||
| Sexually transmitted diseases | Belief or fear that having or wanting sex is bad, and that it is only a matter of time until God punishes us. See herpes simplex virus, Why do we get sick ...? Hepatitis Any or all of the following: Taking responsibility for every little thing that is wrong in our life, or failure to accept responsibility for our shortcomings, and a tendency to blame anyone or anything but self for our problems. Profound guilt and shame for living a lie. Extremely difficult to please. See criticism, perfectionism, liver Human immunodeficiency virus (HIV) Belief that we do not deserve to have a happy, healthy life, or even to be alive. See AIDS, guilt, shame, victim Human papillomavirus (HPV) Belief that sex is shameful, or that our sexual history is shameful and we therefore need to be punished Trichomoniasis Feeling that we are not contributing to society, as if we are a parasite, and therefore require punishment. A recent life experience has shown us that that we are not fulfilling our true life purpose | ||||||||||||||
| Shoulders | Represent our attitude toward work and our ability to perform Issues that can arise Arthritis Belief that we are indispensable, or belief that we are carrying a heavier load than everyone else. See bunions, bronchitis Broken Trying to do anything and everything that is necessary to gain everyone’s approval Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability and faith that we are doing what is right for us Frozen Wishing that someone would share the chores, except they would probably do it all wrong Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance Torn rotator cuff Always wanting more but having no control over getting it | ||||||||||||||
| Side effects | Unwanted reactions to the things that are supposed to help us be healthy can arise as a result of our thoughts, attitudes, emotions, beliefs and desires about any or all of the following:
These are just a few of the possibilities that can affect the results of treatments / medications. However, once we have recognized the spiritual components of the cause of our side effect(s), we can start healing from within by really resolving the issue. Just think how our healing could improve by doing the work of recognizing which of the above issues applies and meditating to find and resolve their root cause. Why are there side effects from medications? | ||||||||||||||
| Signals | Our guides give us physical reminders to pay attention to our thoughts. Here is the spiritual component of some of those signals: Chills or shivers or goosebumps The Universal Truth and correct understanding have been gained. Can also be a signal for avoidance, fear, worry Choking We just had a judgmental thought, or our attention wavered from that which we ought to be hearing or seeing Cough If not due to illness, this is a signal to let us know that we are resisting saying words that need to be said, or that we just had a judgmental thought Hiccup Wanting to change the subject of conversation in order to avoid talking about something; or wanting to take back words that were just spoken Itch Signal that we are anxious or nervous about whatever is happening in the moment. Look to the affected body part for information Muscle cramp Signal that we just had a judgmental thought. Was it about self? Someone else? Muscle twitch or tic Distrust of whatever is being said Numb foot Belief that something we want to happen will never happen Numb hand Belief that we will never find our ideal career Pain If sudden, sharp or stabbing, signal that we are having or just had a cruel thought Sliver Signal that we harshly criticised either self or another, whether aloud or in our thoughts Sneeze or tickling nose What is happening RIGHT NOW? While it may not seem important at the moment, the information will come into play in the near future Stubbed toe Pay attention to your thoughts and be present, in the moment Tearing eye Holding back tears, or feeling unconditional love Throat tickle Something needs to be said aloud Tinnitus Unable or unwilling to confront what we know we are avoiding
Tired or listless (for no apparent reason) Signal from our guide that we are putting off doing something that we would rather not do, yet have agreed to do. See depression, procrastination Trembling or twitching chin Strong urge to express our thoughts or feelings Twitching eye Examine more closely our thoughts about what we are seeing Vibrating feet Signal from our guide during a stressful situation that difficulties may lie ahead but the outcome will be favourable Vibrating hands Signal from our guide to let us know that we are being guided, for example, if we are shopping and our hand starts tingling over a certain object - either BUY it or BYE it - that is to say, ask your guide whether to buy it or leave it. If working on a project, keep trying, success will come | ||||||||||||||
| Sinus cavities |
Represent our ability to go with the flow Issues that can arise Allergic fungal sinusitis Unable or unwilling to acknowledge to others that we have suffered an incredibly painful experience, and there are reminders of it everywhere, making us feel it will be impossible to forget. We have built a spiritual dam to prevent our tears from flowing Cancer Knowing that others are suffering and that we could help, but withholding assistance because after all, no one ever helped us. They deserve to suffer as we did Chronic congestion Constantly self-monitoring EVERYTHING we say or do, to avoid being surprised if someone criticises our words or deeds. It is a way to maintain control over a fear of losing the approval of others, but does nothing to bring joy into our lives. See victim Change the pattern Do the Self-esteem exercise Polyps Overcompensating for our failure to stifle hope for better times, and living with chronic disappointment Sinusitis Chronic fear that we are broken and need to be fixed, or that we will soon be caught and punished for our mistakes. See allergic fungal sinusitis | ||||||||||||||
| Skeleton | Represents our spiritual infrastructure of belief systems See bones, broken bones, skull, spinal column, vertebra Issues that can arise Arthritis, bone cancer, osteoporosis, Paget's disease | ||||||||||||||
| Skin | Represents self-protection Issues that can arise Acne Too much friction in our emotional environment and not knowing what to do about it. Chronic feelings of embarrassment, guilt, perfectionism, shame
Change the pattern Next time you break out, try to recall what was happening for you during the previous 3 or 4 days. Look for anything that might have upset you emotionally. Maybe there was an argument, maybe someone suffered an accident or got sick, maybe something happened at work, etc. Unless you were personally responsible for whatever it was, resist the temptation to blame yourself, and most importantly, do not accept blame from anyone else. If you were responsible, then you can take steps to make changes. Also, check out self-esteem. Building self-esteem will lessen the severity of the breakouts and help your skin to clear up faster. The best part is that gradually, the length of time between breakouts will get longer Angioedema Keeping our true emotional reactions secret but fearing that everyone will somehow know. See embarrassment, birth abnormalities Barber's itch Irritation with an authority figure, distrust Black neck (Acanthosis nigricans) Feeling profound embarrassment, grief, guilt, and/or shame, and feeling like a victim - trapped with no way to escape. Truly, we escape by changing our thought patterns. Not sure how? Read my website starting with the Home page and through (at least) Section 4-1 If acquired See colon cancer, liver cancer, lymphoma or stomach cancer, type 2 diabetes, obesity, Polycystic ovary syndrome If from birth See birth abnormalities (including genetic disorders), legacy guilt Blisters Fear that our true desire will be denied Blood blisters Self-inflicted wound from trying the same thing over and over and expecting different results. See affected body part for more information Boils and carbuncles Too much friction in our emotional environment, and blaming others for it (victim), or feeling responsible for it (martyr) Cancer (melanoma) Covering self in a shroud of negativity, can be self-hatred or self-righteousness. Look to the affected area of the body for understanding Cellulite Unresolved issues around our relationships with authority figures and their seeming unwillingness to live up to the standards and expectations they place on us. Authority figures are just like everyone else, with strengths and weaknesses, successes and failures; placing them on a pedestal can lead to futile anger and disappointment, and to feeling like a victim Note: While it can be unsightly, cellulite seldom requires medical treatment Cherry angioma (also known as red mole, senile angioma or Campbell de Morgan spot) Red flag that we are obsessing about something but are unable or unwilling to do anything about it. See affected body part and moles Chilblains Wishing to live in a different environment but seeing no way to get there, and feeling impatient and frustrated. See affected body part (face, fingers, toes), lupus, Raynaud's disease Dermatitis Represents attitudes we hold that others see but to which we are blind. Chronic pattern of responding to life's challenges (large or small) with impatience or intolerance
Dry skin Craving meaningful spiritual experiences Folliculitis Unable or unwilling to express our thoughts and feelings about the true cause of our misery and suffering. See barber’s itch, boils and carbuncles, infection
Frostbite Unable or unwilling to do what is needed to protect self. May result from a belief that “God will protect me”. We are spiritual beings in physical bodies, and that makes us subject to physical laws. To 'expect' the universe to bend the laws for us is folly Granuloma annulare Feeling like a target of someone's ill will.(victim). See insect stings or bites, infections such as hepatitis, side effects of medications or treatments, trauma Hidradenitis suppurativa Too much friction at home or work and hiding our feelings about it. Chronic feelings of embarrassment, guilt, shame, perfectionism Hives (urticaria and cold urticaria) Fear that our normal reactions to everyday life experiences will be criticised by an authority figure. See allergens, autoimmune diseases and:
Hyperpigmentation Wanting to cover up flaws, or wanting to hide from our true identity Hypopigmentation Wanting to disappear into the woodwork, or belief that we will never be important or well-known. See vitiligo Ichthyosis vulgaris Family pattern of keeping negative family information secret, a 'veil of secrecy' if you will, and discouraging communication about anything even remotely connected with it. Children in the family may not know exactly what the secret(s) is (or are), but the condition can be triggered when they begin to understand the meaning of dishonesty, or if they happen to discover the secret. Keeping family secrets can lead to unwitting shame and unstable self-esteem, along with obsessive/compulsive perfectionism Impetigo Observing our loved ones and authority figures treating others cruelly / unkindly and fearing that it is only a matter of time until they treat us the same way Itching See signals. See affected body part:
Keratosis pilaris Trying to protect self from the onslaught of our family's emotional turmoil, fearing that it will eventually explode and consume all that is good in life Lipoma Physical manifestation of thought patterns that say it is not ok for me to live joyously. See cysts, lumps and bumps, legacy guilt, and check out the affected body part for more information Melasma Fear that our deepest, darkest secrets will be revealed Moles Withholding communication. Wanting everyone to read our mind so we will not have to say anything negative, ever. See cherry angioma, seborrheic keratosis, fear of confrontation, self-esteem, worry Morphea Feeling attacked by the people and things that help and support everyone else. See help-rejecting complainer, victim Pilar cyst Nurturing worrisome or troublesome issues in our thoughts, rather than actually doing something about them Pityriasis rosea Wishing to be pitied for all the pain we have experienced; wanting to cover self in a protective blanket to prevent against further hurt Rash Unable or unwilling to express our emotions yet wanting others to know that we have strong feelings about what is happening
Ringworm Represents negative ideas that creep in and take hold
Rosacea Chronic need to control others and feeling fully justified in doing so, yet knowing it is wrong, or feeling that we have been harshly judged, or belief that we will be publicly ridiculed or humiliated. See face, self-esteem, shame Rhinophyma Fear that everyone is thinking we must be stupid if we think we have any value Scars Result from acne or traumatic skin injuries. Is full healing possible? A concerted and consistent effort to resolve the spiritual issues that caused them would be needed. See Section 2 Scleroderma An emotional onslaught from a trusted and therefore unexpected source creates a desire to shrink away or become invisible, in the hope of avoiding future such assaults Seborrheic dermatitis
Seborrheic keratosis Physical representation of our thoughts and actions for which we continually condemn self and for which we fear God will condemn us Stevens-Johnson syndrome Feeling deeply emotionally insulted or assaulted without even knowing that we were at risk, and furious about it. First step toward healing is forgiveness, both for self and the offender(s). See birth abnormalities, blood cancer, gout, immune system weakness, infection, karma, pain, side effects Stretch marks Visible proof of certain life-changing experiences. If due to:
Sunburn Unable or unwilling to do what is needed to protect self. May result from a belief that “God will protect me”. We are spiritual beings in physical bodies, and that makes us subject to physical laws. To 'expect' the universe to bend the laws for us is folly Tags Criticism, self-condemnation over every little thing Ulcers Feeling persecuted (blame, victim). Not recognizing our own power Vitiligo Fear of losing, or of never finding, our identity and role in life. Look to affected area for the specific message Warts Belief that we are unworthy. If on the:
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| Skull | Represents our ability to protect our sense of self Issues that can arise Chiari malformation Karmic condition resulting from extreme regret over a traumatic end to a prior life. See birth abnormalities Fracture A recent emotionally traumatic event has created the need to reassess our life, including relationships, career, hobbies, education - in short, everything Paget's disease Deep regret for not having done more in our life and wishing to go back and do it over | ||||||||||||||
| Sleep | Represents self-acceptance Issues that can arise Sleep apnea Needing everyone's approval and so feeling indispensable (martyr, victim). Always running, never feeling that we have enough time. Can be an extremely smothering, self-absorbed, self-important or self-serving attitude Bedwetting Chronic fear that an authority figure will hold us responsible for all that is wrong or has ever gone wrong. See fear of retribution Insomnia Trying to avoid thinking about something, trying to remember everything or trying to figure out how to win back someone's approval (anxiety, fear, worry). Do the How to stop worrying exercise and check out WikiHow's Have good sleep hygiene Klein-Levin syndrome Wanting to escape into a fairy tale (abandonment) Narcolepsy Living in a state of hypervigilance and a nearly constant need to receive assurance from an authority figure that everything is ok. Chronic need for loving or sympathetic attention, along with an inability or unwillingness to give it to others. May occur with any/all of the following symptoms:
Night terrors Afraid, unable or unwilling to express what is really wrong; insecurity. May result from having met with a traumatic end to a prior life. See prior incarnation trauma Sleep-walking Trying to run away (abandonment or avoidance) Snoring Repressed or suppressed strong emotions. Feeling like a victim, tendency toward passive/aggressive behaviour | ||||||||||||||
| Sleep positions | We tend to have a favourite sleeping position and, since we need to sleep in one position or another, it is not that there is a problem with any of the sleeping positions. Rather, if we suddenly feel the need to change from our normal position, that need may have been triggered by a recent significant event. It is the event that needs to be identified and our feelings about it acknowledged and resolved. These position descriptions may help with that identification: Climbing a ladder Trying to escape reality or always trying to improve self (never feeling quite good enough) Lying on Back or Lying on Front Represents trust issues Natal Feeling comfortable or needing to be comforted Side Avoiding looking at someone or something or unable/unwilling to change a point of view Side with crossed ankles and arms Fear that we are in danger or wanting to be left alone | ||||||||||||||
| Somatic or psychosomatic symptom disorder | Habitual thought patterns that keep us trapped in a feedback loop of chronic worry about becoming ill plus a fear of death/dying along with obsessive thoughts about our health or past traumatic events. See anxiety, depression, hypochondria, suicide ideation | ||||||||||||||
| Speech | Physical expression of our thoughts, attitudes, emotions, beliefs and desires. Some of the speech patterns below can be annoying, but since we seldom hear what we ourselves are saying, or how we are saying it, we may not realize how our speech is self-sabotaging. Visit WikiHow and practice speaking well Notes (1) These descriptions do not apply to those who have sustained, or are recovering from, traumatic injuries (2) Although not a disorder as such, if one emigrates to a land where a different language is spoken and fails to learn that new language, co-dependent relationships can result Issues that can arise Babbling Deep need to be in the limelight. Chronic fear that if given the opportunity, someone else might say what we are trying to avoid hearing (guilt, shame). Chatter can be used as a defense against a perceived challenge. Can be a need to gossip. Unable or unwilling to express emotions. Can be a lack of concern or interest in others. See arrogance, narcissism, self-importance. Check out 3 Ways to Be Friends With Someone Who Talks Too Much - wikiHow Baby talk in adults Wanting to avoid being taken seriously or held to a high standard. Can be used as an excuse to under-perform. Trying to stay in childhood. Form of control and manipulation Close talker Sharing special information or secrets to make others feel that they are our only trusted confidant, and that we have a special bond. The recipient then feels, possibly mistakenly, that they have a trusted friend who would never cause harm. Can be the foundation of unhealthy relationships. Trying to be in control. See whispering Delayed speech in children Can be an early warning sign of co-dependent relationship(s) within a family Falsetto Although not a disorder as such, speaking in a high, seemingly happy tone of voice can belie a deep level of emotional pain or discomfort. Martyrs often use this tone of voice. See blame, guilt trips, victim Fast talker Guilt, shame. Wanting to hide. Fear of retribution Hoarse Reining in one's voice (can lead to more serious conditions like strep throat, bronchitis, etc.). Wanting to withhold communication about something important for fear of what might happen if the truth were told Laryngitis Withholding communication as a punishment either to self or another. See cold shoulder, revenge, spite Lisp Trying to sound non-threatening. Wanting to remain in childhood Loud talker “LISTEN TO ME, LOOK AT ME!" Mumbling Strong desire to either receive special attention or divert attention from the matter at hand Nasal "Please don't pick on me". Lots of sob stories (blame, victim), even if not spoken aloud. May also indicate a self-righteous attitude Sibilance “Please don’t be mean to me” or "Please don't hold me accountable" attitude Silent treatment Withholding communication as a punishment. Childish, manipulative behaviour designed to punish, hurt or infuriate someone who has offended us. See blame, cold shoulder, guilt trips Slow talker Strong desire to hold the attention of our audience so as to control the content or direction of a conversation. Can be a way to anger the listener. Can come from low self-esteem or self-importance, or an inability to think clearly. See chronic confusion Smooth talker Pretending to be in control of everything yet fearing being found out to be a fraud Soft talker Trying to come across as non-threatening, or a maneuver designed to force our audience into silent submission Stilted Deep need to be seen as being wiser than everyone else, purposely using unfamiliar words when speaking, being overly moral, considerate, polite and/or respectful, and therefore being entitled to special treatment Stuttering Guilt, shame, self-condemnation Tongue-tie The child comes in to the family to illustrate the physical effect of a strong family pattern of withholding communication as a punishment to those with whom the family members are displeased Tourette syndrome Desperate need to divert attention from someone or something. Shame, embarrassment Up-talking Can come from a desire to appear cheerful, positive and non-threatening (martyr). This behaviour can make our audience believe they are being given a chance to join the conversation, but since no answers are really wanted, it seldom happens. It can manipulate the listener into giving her or his approval after every sentence Vocal cord polyps Pattern of condemning self for getting carried away with the emotions of a situation and saying too much, too loudly Whining Childish way to let others know that we are unhappy about something. Designed to get them to pity us and do whatever is needed to make the situation better - so we will not have to do it ourselves. See manipulation Whispering Wanting to make someone think that they are a confidante, an ally. See close talker, soft talker | ||||||||||||||
| Spinal column | Represents our spiritual infrastructure of belief systems The brain is the first place in the human body to react physically to our thoughts, attitudes and emotions. From there, signals are sent to the nerves in the spinal column and from there, to the area of the body that is affected by our thoughts, attitudes and emotions. Vertebral damage occurs when a specific spiritual tolerance threshold has been breached. See back, bones, skeleton, vertebrae Issues that can arise Arthritis Fundamental belief that is based in untruth and illogic (and of course that means that everybody else's belief is wrong, wrong, wrong) Baastrup syndrome (Kissing spine syndrome) Trying too hard and afraid to stop trying, for fear of something terrible happening. See affected lumbar vertebrae, self-esteem Degenerative disc disease Gradual or sudden loss of ability to handle traumatic events. Each new difficult experience creates more and more pain and confirms our belief that life will never get better. See affected vertebrae Dislocation Lack of spiritual stability or faith that we are doing what is right for us. See affected vertebrae Herniated disc (or slipped, or ruptured) Extreme difficulty in accepting compassion or mercy from others due to our burden of guilt. See martyr, victim, affected vertebrae Change the pattern Do the guilt-buster and self-esteem exercises Scoliosis Fear of the next attack from a loved one and wanting to avoid it, yet not wanting the loved one to know that we are afraid of them and their power Spina bifida Karmic situation in which the affected person either experienced brutal physical harm at the hands of a loved one and was unable or unwilling to forgive, or caused a family member to experience same. See birth abnormalities Spinal cord injury See affected vertebrae, belief systems, What is karma?, Why do we get sick / suffer injuries / have accidents? Spinal stenosis Impaired ability to feel compassion and a lack of desire to seek understanding about the reasons for it. See arthritis Subluxation Not knowing which way to turn or where to look for guidance or assistance. See affected vertebrae Vertebrae See individual vertebrae | ||||||||||||||
| Spleen | Represents our ability to contend with, or fight off, spiritual threats Issues that can arise Bruised See bruises, trauma Enlarged Feeling more and more threatened within a certain relationship. See contributing factors: anemia, cirrhosis, leukemia, lymphoma, infection Ruptured Unable to withstand the spiritual pain of a recent event. See victim | ||||||||||||||
| Stage fright | Paralysing condition arising from fear of failure or success, fear of looking stupid,, lack of confidence in the message to be given . See anxiety Physical effects Dry mouth (chronic or occasional), nausea,, sweaty palms, tunnel vision Change the pattern Spiritually Meditate to find and resolve the underlying cause of the fear Physically Prepare for your presentation by practicing as many times as needed to gain confidence in the message. Join a public speaking group or visit Wikihow to hone presentation skills | ||||||||||||||
| Stomach | Represents our ability to use the spiritual food that we feed ourselves to nurture and sustain us See digestion, eating disorders Issues that can arise Cancer Eating a spiritual diet filled with sickening thoughts about self, others, God, or the world in which we live. Chronic distress about our life experience Peptic ulcer Allowing negative thoughts, attitudes and emotions to eat away at, and destroy, self. See grief, spite Polyps Trying to hold onto every little bit of affection and/or kindness we receive due to fear that they will eventually figure out that we are not really worthy of receiving it Sclerosing mesenteritis Unable to stomach the constant hateful thoughts for self that we feel we are obliged to feel. See guilt, self-condemnation, shame | ||||||||||||||
| Sudden death syndrome | Sudden adult death syndrome (SADS) Profound need to be in control of every single detail. See contributing conditions: arrhythmia, aortic catastrophe, myocardial infarction, pulmonary embolism, stroke Sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS) Souls enter human form to reflect or amplify the spiritual condition of the family, in conjunction with the individual's learning requirements. We may experience an extremely short or long life. We could be sent in to become a physician to minister to those in need, just as easily as we could be sent in to become one who is in need. Only the Universal Intelligence knows what is truly required for our spiritual advancement. See Required life experiences, What is a legacy family pattern?, What is karma?, What is reincarnation? | ||||||||||||||
| Suicide ideation | Often thought to arise only from grief or desperation, suicide ideation can also be a form of abandonment or an act of sacrifice. Suicide ideation can arise if:
Suicide-related communication can be a form of control or spite and manipulation. There are many forms of potentially lethal self-harm, but they all have one thing in common: the individual loses any opportunity to change her or his life experience if the self-inflicted harm results in death. Non-fatal self-harm may result in physical or mental challenges requiring incredible effort to overcome, and the opportunity for profound spiritual advancement then exists. Source sees the universal truth of all of the circumstances that helped to create the suicide ideation for the individual, and it is Source who decides when it is time for an individual to come Home. The individual is never judged, criticised or condemned but is simply loved, unconditionally External resource List of suicide crisis lines | ||||||||||||||
| Sweat glands | Represent our ability or willingness to relax and trust that we are safe and secure, and able to handle whatever comes our way Issues that can arise Anhidrosis Look to contributing factors: addiction to alcohol, diabetes, Guillain-Barré syndrome, psoriasis Hidradenitis suppurativa Too much friction at home or work and hiding our feelings about it. Chronic feelings of embarrassment, guilt, shame, perfectionism Hyperhidrosis Fear of our true thoughts and feelings being found out | ||||||||||||||
| Teeth | Represent our ability or willingness to process life's experiences and to tolerate information that goes against our beliefs or desires See gums, lips, mouth, |
